Feeling sad [I Believe In the Paranormal]

I used to have this strong connection with God. I could "reach out" to him and feel his love and warmth. When the abuse happened, I stopped being able to feel him. And then that demon started attacking me and forced me into a bond with it and now whenever I try to reach out
to God all I feel is the demon "blocking" me. It is very frustrating. It happened to me today and it made me feel very sad.

I realize all of this sounds crazy. I don't need any online "doctors" diagnosing me. I'm just venting.

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curiosi · 61-69, F

If there is light in your heart you will find your way home.

stound

hope things improve soon

canusernamebemyusername · M

I'm not a believer or anything or a doctor. But I feel bad for you. So I was wondering, have you talked to a priest or anything like that? Do you have any idea or faith in a possible way to fix it?

Hush92 · 26-30, F

@canusernamebemyusername No there's nothing really I can do. I mean I can manage the problem and keep it from getting worse but I can't resolve it entirely.

Most days I'm too busy with life for it to bother me.

canusernamebemyusername · M

@Hush92 I know people that are religious that also get blocks like that. So don't worry it should pass. In the mean time just keep doing good.

Hush92 · 26-30, F

@canusernamebemyusername Thank you very much for this unbiased response. It's what I would wish I would see from the various mental health professionals I've seen over the years. They are more concerned with it either being real or not real than they are about how it makes me feel. You were able to say "Hey I don't believe in this but it seems like it's affecting you badly and I'm sorry" and not many people can do that.

MartinTheFirst · 22-25, M

Have you tried praying?

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