Why am I always tired, you ask?

@stratosranger Even outside SW I really am part potato! 😯

@HootyTheNightOwl lol, yep! At least it tried. 🤭 But yeah, sleeping on command doesn't work. Or at least very few people do that. 🤗

@NerdyPotato It's doing a good enough job to keep you alive, too... 🙂

The part that really gets me is that it helps if I feel safe - and I don't feel safe here. How can you feel safe when there's abuse every day??? The only way I can achieve it is to use a late night chat with my man just before he goes to bed, but I would need to be in bed myself by that time.

So, if my man contacts me at 9pm your time, that means I have to be in bed for 8 my time - then, soon to be ex comes in getting me back up because I "Went to bed 'too early'".

There's no point in him relaxing me enough for me to be able to sleep if that's going to happen after he has.

@NerdyPotato My X chromosomes say hi 😅

@midnightrose unless you have a genetic disease, probably like the top one.

@Jinxie It's a bit too rare to share the name on here. Together with my country of birth, I can just as well post my entire home address. 😅 But it is indeed congenital.

@NerdyPotato Understand