Plans Change
Last time I told you how I became a prostitute while studying at university. At the time I intended to leave prostitution when I graduated. This is an update to that story.
Last November I started working at a brothel part time to pay the bills while I was at university. I was a student who was a prostitute on the side.
Since then I have learnt a lot about the work, men and, above all, myself. I was surprised at how much I enjoyed the work and how empowered it made me feel. I was also surprised at the things I'd done to please men - and make money. Things I would never have considered if I wasn't a prostitute.
Over the last few months I have sensed more and more that I was a prostitute who also went to university. It bothered me. It wasn't in the plan.
Yesterday I logged into SW for the first time in a while and started chatting. Somebody asked me what I was going to do when I graduated. I admitted that there was a chance that I would continue working. That was the first time I realised that working as a prostitute permanently wasn't out of the question. I admitted to myself that my plan had to change.
I thought about it for the rest of the day. After I accepted that after I graduated I would remain in prostitution, I had another question to ask myself. What is the point of getting a degree if I'm not going to use it? Why wait until I graduate? Ok that's two questions but the answers lead to the same result.
So, I've decided that prostitution will be my full time job and that I will drop out of university. Some people will think I'm crazy but I'm comfortable with my decision. I knew before I started that I might get hooked on the work and I was willing to take that risk. That time has come and I'm staying on the hook.
Last November I started working at a brothel part time to pay the bills while I was at university. I was a student who was a prostitute on the side.
Since then I have learnt a lot about the work, men and, above all, myself. I was surprised at how much I enjoyed the work and how empowered it made me feel. I was also surprised at the things I'd done to please men - and make money. Things I would never have considered if I wasn't a prostitute.
Over the last few months I have sensed more and more that I was a prostitute who also went to university. It bothered me. It wasn't in the plan.
Yesterday I logged into SW for the first time in a while and started chatting. Somebody asked me what I was going to do when I graduated. I admitted that there was a chance that I would continue working. That was the first time I realised that working as a prostitute permanently wasn't out of the question. I admitted to myself that my plan had to change.
I thought about it for the rest of the day. After I accepted that after I graduated I would remain in prostitution, I had another question to ask myself. What is the point of getting a degree if I'm not going to use it? Why wait until I graduate? Ok that's two questions but the answers lead to the same result.
So, I've decided that prostitution will be my full time job and that I will drop out of university. Some people will think I'm crazy but I'm comfortable with my decision. I knew before I started that I might get hooked on the work and I was willing to take that risk. That time has come and I'm staying on the hook.
18-21, F
