In All My Weirdness That's Happening To Me Lately...

...Prostitution has been my constant.

Might sound odd to say that, but it's pretty accurate in my case. I'm dealing with a lot of self-destructive thoughts and behaviours in my life - my defence mechanisms - and the one thing, with the exception of my husband and my children, that has kept me both sane and making me happy has been that of, as they call it, '..the oldest profession'.

I feel that I can be myself, not care what others think and feel, and just be free.

I also run a brothel, which has manifested my stress/anxiety/behaviour levels over the years and the girls tell me that I seem calmer in myself...and happier. Good to hear.

I have always stated to people that prostitution is my life....and, in a way it is. It's not my whole life but, just like the rock that I cling to that is family, prostitution has and will always be there for me.

For which I am truly grateful.

M x