Please send over bat 🦇 photos or gifs

Im having such an shit time and I dont want to be alive right now. Also , my health is at its worst its ever been yet, I dont have an best friend anymore and I have an problem I havent posted on here and I just wished I was dead so I dont have to deal with it. I love bats so much because they remind my of my boyfriend because he brought me an purple bat stuffed animal on our first ever date.