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SvanThor
18-21, M
My feelings turn stronger than hate, I can't decide on which way to turn
How different was your life a year ago?
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I just shake my head when I think about what I was doing a year ago. I tried so hard to kill my body, my spirit almost went with it. I was so weak in terms of mind and body, I consumed any drug I could find. I'm glad to be alive.
18-21, M
13 replies
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3 days ago
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Miscellaneous
Do you ever wonder why/how you aren't dead
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I seem to think about that a lot lately
18-21, M
6 replies
12 views
3 days ago
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Miscellaneous
Don't forget the meaning of truly living
Do not equate it to simply existing
18-21, M
0 replies
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2 days ago
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Life
I sometimes wonder what life would be like if I wasn't so shy
But I think I can appreciate my own silence and my perceptive abilities. I can hear more when I don't speak.
18-21, M
1 reply
3 views
3 days ago
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Miscellaneous
Do you think of doing drugs as a fun new experience or as a way to royally f up your life
Curious about different outlooks.
18-21, M
9 replies
16 views
3 days ago
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Experiences
I'm a Strange Person
But I find I like the feeling of making other people uneasy. I think they'd be surprised if they took a look past my exterior. I'm really just a marshmallow on the inside. A black marshmallow with spiderwebs on it, but still a marshmallow.
18-21, M
1 reply
9 views
Oct 5, 2017
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I Battle Depression
It has been the longest battle I've ever fought in my life. I've suffered and struggled since I was really young. Never in my entire life did I ever think I'd escape the worst of it, especially amidst a terrible addiction to a million ...
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18-21, M
3 replies
9 views
Oct 5, 2017
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I Will Answer Anything You Dare To Ask
Anything... I'm not secretive on here
18-21, M
9 replies
11 views
Oct 2, 2017
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I Am Clean and Sober
I feel extremely proud to say that I have been clean for four months. I never thought I would make it even a month. Things get easier every day, although when I get stressed out and whatnot my thoughts tend to stray. Luckily I am regaining a lot of s...
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18-21, M
9 replies
13 views
Oct 1, 2017
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I Like a Good Quote
“If things go wrong, don’t go with them.” – Roger Babson
18-21, M
0 replies
2 views
Oct 1, 2017
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I Love This Video
I cry laughing every time I see this. Oh my God.
18-21, M
6 replies
19 views
Aug 16, 2017
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I Want to Share Random Facts About Myself
I'm a bartender. I adore cats. I adore YOUR cats. I appreciate the color black very much and wear mostly that. I am a boy who wears makeup. Marilyn Manson is my daddy. I am a shy person and don't talk that much. I have an extensive collecti...
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18-21, M
0 replies
14 views
Aug 16, 2017
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What's your guilty music pleasure?
Mine always will revolve around lofi hiphop. That shit is just... amazing.
18-21, M
13 replies
17 views
Aug 16, 2017
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Music
Anyone else stressed right the hell out?
Dunno, just thought I should ask since I'm about three seconds away from day drinking.
18-21, M
7 replies
15 views
Aug 16, 2017
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Miscellaneous
How often do you cry?
I rarely ask questions but I feel like this is a legitimate question. Ever since I got sober, I've been feeling it all. Every bit of pain I tried to numb myself from. I have had violent urges (toward myself) that feel impossible to ignore... luc...
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18-21, M
16 replies
27 views
Aug 15, 2017
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Personal, Thoughts & Feelings
I Am Not Sure Why I Am Here
On this website, or in this world. But, I am. For some reason. I am alive, I am breathing, I'm not dead... and I wonder how I'm not every single day.
18-21, M
1 reply
8 views
Jul 27, 2017
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I Am Clean and Sober
I am actually doing an awesome job. I am in recovery from bulimia, so far no slip-ups. I haven't touched drugs. I am working, going to school, doing the stuff a kid my age should be doing. That's it. I'm really proud of myself. I still...
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18-21, M
17 replies
16 views
Jul 20, 2017
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I Have Had Bulimia
Bulimia had me in its grips for over seven years. My body has suffered just as much as my mind has. My teeth, although not severely, are damaged, from vomiting sometimes up to thirty times a day at my worst. My heartbeat is irregular. I'm almost...
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18-21, M
6 replies
21 views
Jun 15, 2017
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I Am Sober
I have over a month sober. I am doing well with everything. This isn't the longest I've gone sober, but I hope it's the last time I have to deal with it.
18-21, M
7 replies
15 views
Jun 15, 2017
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I have no idea how this is happening
After all of the shit that has happened this week, I have managed to deal with it in ways that are not self-destructive and that honestly scares me. I haven't ever reacted to stress in such a calm manner and part of that makes me think that the ...
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18-21, M
7 replies
18 views
Apr 19, 2017
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Miscellaneous
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