I Had A Dream PINNEDI was dead. I don't know how, or by who, but I was. I was in sort of a limbo, like how the girl is in The Lovely Bones if anyone has seen it. I'm walking down this sorta country road, and a car pulls up next to me. It's my friend. I get in his car...See More »
I use this place to vent, i suggest keep scrollingso it doesn't matter if this kind of posts is for you or not,. I have been just getting more depressed to the point I want to throw up from feeling so sick. So anxious, and weak feeling. I get attached too easily. I just feel, really really badly....See More »
It's interesting to watch the flow of this websiteI've been here for a few years and I don't look/post often, but it's interesting to see new people and the same people since I joined. I wonder people's different reasons for joining/staying.
im always so so lateIts not even a lateness i can control. The universe just likes to show me what could have been way after the fact for no reason at all.
Spinning My WheelsBurnouts on weeks that end in day. Potential energy failing to turn into kinetic energy. When will traction gain hold? What’s the key ingredient to friction that I’m missing? Will I ever begin to drive, or will I be stuck doing burnouts for the rest...See More »
I always get my motivation to work at nightAnd it sucks because I'm so apmed up at 2am but have such a struggle to do anything throughout the day 😣
The harp or the harpsichordDo they both have strings? I forget what the difference is. They're being pulled either way.
Been out of power for 9 hours and countingMy whole town is like pitch black. I hope it's back up by tomorrow morning 😣
The roller coaster of lifeIts making me dizzy, how much is left? Cogwheels forever turning, it never ends. People get on, people get off. But it doesn't break for anybody. It has seen everybody. Taking souls through loops, twists and turns. It's engine forever burns, with the...See More »
I wish i applied myself moreI used to be in school for engineering And physics but switched to PR. Our PR department is demanding and hands on for sure, but doesn't have the same intellectual challenges as stem, and I kind of miss it. I could do the work...i went through all of...See More »
Tell me something interesting about yourselfI'll start. I have an indent in my left eye from a toothbrush 😂
I feel like I'm a good person, but.I try to to do the right thing, and I have real feelings and empathy for people. But for some reason I also feel like I have an inherent evil down inside me
Does anyone have experiences with paranormal?I think I do..but I'm a huge skeptic and have more a fact-based way of thinking. But I would like to believe.
Serious topic time may be triggeringI used to cut and burn myself. Moreso burn. I don't do it anymore, but sometimes I look at my scars and think of how relieving it felt. I know it's bad and won't do it again, but I can't deny that I sometimes miss that feeling. Weird idk why.
My basementDrip, drip, drip, drip. One a second. 60 bpm. Furnace running. No refund. Time ticking into endless existence. Waves of thoughts come and go. Waves. Oceanic tides. Bottomless ocean. Trapped. Abandoned. Swim down my child, swim down.
I Have Lucid DreamsThere was an especially vivid one when I lived in my old house. Big basement with a finished room and bed. I took a nap on the bed, and when I woke up I went for the door but right before I opened it I woke back up in bed. Weird, I thought to myself...See More »
