I Have Random Thoughtsi prefer round bowls and plates rather than square ones. maybe subconsciously i think round ones appeal to my appetite more because: 1. they look more elegant which give some respect to the food on them 2. they look softer which make me feel more...See More »
I Keep a Gratitude Journaltoday has been a busy day. i was happy to complete a major task which my senior thought it s done well. but at the end of the day a colleague whom i have been working with in from another department for this project told me that this project is...See More »
I Have No Friendstonight i felt i lost my friends again, people who i regarded as best friends for 3 years, i felt we couldn't communicate. i wonder if i should make friends again at all.
I Keep a Gratitude Journali started off today not so well, not so awake in the morning and there was a meeting. in the afternoon i was more productive, getting the new office layout drawings amended, and my colleague was helping with the rest of the presentation ppt. i also...See More »
I Keep a Gratitude Journalthis is my first post of my gratitude journal, i hope i will keep writing every day. 1. it s Sunday today. i went to church with my frd n her family. the church started a piano class to teach people to play hymns. there were 3 students, among which...See More »
I Battle Depressioni wonder how to remind myself to think more about the good things happen even though they are rare than thinking about the daily bullies i received in previous workplaces and throughout my childhood, teenage era and post teenage era from my mother....See More »
I Have A New Years Resolutioni looked at my new year resolution yesterday which i wrote here on new year day: "i hope to get a permanent job but even if i don't, remember it s not the end of the world." it has become a useful reminder these days. i m glad i have written it...See More »
I Am Upseti got the result for the job interview i attended in Sept last year. i don't get selected, not even in the waiting list.
I Have Random Thoughtsi have just come up with a telephone number i tried to remember before, a contact i lost 6 or 7 years ago. i added this contact and checked in whatsapp. yes it s the right person, my teacher who taught me musical instrument when i was in high school....See More »
I Want to Be Happytoday was the last day of my trip, i finally went to 2 places in the city which i liked very much and did not find them earlier: a historical building group on a hill explaining the history with tea trade, and an art district in some abandoned...See More »
I Have A New Years Resolutionhappy new year to all my friends here. 2016 has been the best year in recent years for me. the best thing was i changed jobs in June and this has allowed me to have a bit of life and health restored. 2017 i hope i will do the followings: 1.health -...See More »
I Want to Be Happyi am travelling in another country alone. i wish i had frds around. i dare not talk to strangers here since i had bad experiences before, ended up getting harrassed. when i am alone i can't help keep on thinking about unhappy things - my job, my...See More »
I Am Always Improving Myselfi want to remind myself: reality is not always the truth but is still something to be dealt with. in order to progress, face the reality but do not accept it.
I Am Annoyedi just discovered that the bank charged me quite a large amount of annual fee (around 180euro for comparison with the currency we use here) which is more than the usual monthly i spend with the card. i had to call them to waive the charge every year...See More »
I Appreciate the Simple Things In Lifei had an early christmas party with many good friends last night. we brought gifts to do luck draw. i was glad i bought sth nice and useful and a friend liked it. i enjoyed all the laughter we had and the freedom to say anything, and it was fun to...See More »
I Battle Depressioni m back to thinking about work and past problems at work and etc. too much again. i have comforted a frd not to think about work too much before, but these days with more work problems arising i feel stupid and get worried. i m not good enough but...See More »
I Am Always Improving MyselfI felt embarrassed and sorry that I argued with my colleague today and found out that I was wrong. I was shocked to know the concept I have had for 6 years was wrong. I hope I would keep calm and polite and open to other people's ideas.
I Feel BoredI will take 12 days holiday during Christmas time but I have no ideas what I am going to do. have been searching for places to go to travel but with not much interest.
I Am Upset2 days ago during dinner, my mum was talking on the phone with a guy she met on social network app living next block, whom she s known for more than a year now. She was talking to him that she hung the towels all over the windows because there's no...See More »
I Want to Be Happyi need to write down things i do and think more often to remind myself that i m doing well. otherwise i get very lost easily.
I Am a Christian and I Love Jesusi like what i learned in church today: with truth you are free, freedom doesn't mean you can do anything indulgent, it means you can do the right things without being controlled by sins.
I Battle Depressioni m not depressed but i read an article about curing depression. some of the tips to battle against it are to get out of home and do something so that there would be some progress, or at least a sense of it because once you get used to the...See More »
I Have Random Thoughtsjust finished watching house of cards season 4. "we don't submit to terror, we make terror." This brilliant show enlightened me. what seems random or inevitable could actually be so under control of the powers/governments.
I Want to Be Positive About Lifealthough i have recovered from the heavy cold i had almost 2 weeks ago i am still feeling weak in health. My mood has been bad during this period of time. I went to jog last night which lightened me up a bit psychologically because i felt i had done...See More »