I Am a Cosplayer I'm a Professional Cosplayer so I will give pointers to anyone interested in Cosplay or who are starting out. this might be long 1. Think of who you want to be : one of the hardest things for a beginning cosplayer is deciding what starting...See More »
I Am LeavingWhen I first signed up for this app I did so to hopefully reconnect with the friends I had but it wasn't the case. This place is only full of assholes and jerks as well as creeps. And sadly the majority who are truly kindhearted and honest are...See More »
SighI regretted posting my movie trailer here so I deleted it. can't even post shit here I give up I'll post it somewhere else
I Am Used To PainPain and Sacrifice is all I've known.I few it everyday and it will nevr cease. Years of the past catching up to me. I'm used to it sadly had to or it wouldn't have been good. I know pain and endurance more then most should ever have to go through
I had a very severe case of Amnesia and it forever changed my lifeNothing will be more freighting then waking up from a month long Coma and not even knowing whose surrounding your bed. A few years back I had gotten into a bad wreck (wasn't the driver) Docs managed to keep me alive but I was comatose. When I...See More »
I Miss My SisterHad a heart to heart with my sister the last time we spoke. I told her that if anything were to ever happen to me that she had to be strong and move on. Its just me and her it's always just been me and her as her older brother she looks up to me....See More »
I'm just never good enoughSeems I'll always be the second option that's why I usually remain my myself can't get abandoned or hurt then just seems I'm the pick of the litter and to be honest o. Don't care much anymore
I Feel Lonely and Isolated😔😔😔😔😔😔 I'm so used to People leaving and abandoning. That even if I have friends or not I'll still feel lonely then they won't like that and of course ignore me thereby cutting me off and I deserve it to
I do not fight to keep friendsIf people don't want to be friends with me I'm not going to try to persuade them to stay. I will not fight to keep a friend I shouldn't have to if they wanna leave they can I'm done worrying about losing friends and the like.
The stress in me is too much.To basically not sugarcoat it doc said that my body just can't handle the large amount of stress I have. It's weakening my body. Which explains the many nose bleeds I've had. Looks like the stress has gotten to me. Nowadays I can't fully stand for...See More »
I Feel I Have FailedAll I've ever wanted was to live a normal happy life. To have a good childhood and teen years. to meet someone fall in love get married and just have a happy time. Before my grandfather passed I promised him that I wouldn't let the world's issues...See More »
I sometimes wonder why I'm even still alive nowSeems I just piss people off with my depression and pushing them away.wonder why I'm even still here but it doesn't matter anymore. I'll leave people alone I don't deserve many things I've did nothing wrong but if this is was life wants for me then...See More »
I Live to Make Movies After seven novels, concept art and some time er have our first teaser poster for our movie based on the book Assassins Creed : The Bolin Chronicles the plot revolves around the Templars or Abstergo Corporation taking full control over the world with...See More »
Im sorry, so freaking sorryI've pushed good people away because I didn't want them to see what I've become what my depression has turned me into. I didn't want them. to deal with their issues while also worrying about me. but it's a common fact that the demons might actually...See More »
I Suffer From Severe DepressionTried practicing my archery today because I was so depressed then I missed and the damn arrow hit the ground and I just dropped my bow and fell to my knees and broke down right in the middle of the forest. This depression Is winning against me....See More »
I didn't mean to push people awayI just feel like a burden to people and that maybe they'd be happier without a man whose mind is so broken and shattered that he's standing on the edge of sanity teetering back and forth until one day I fall into that dark abyss. I'm sorry truly I...See More »
My Grandfather taught me. Mint thingsHe told me that the world will be unfair to me. That life won't be ready for someome whose endured like me he said that people will leave me sometimes and abandon me. But when it happens not to lose hope because so mant lose hope. He told me that...See More »
I decided I am leaving SW don't know when but I am I just won't be posting anymoreI realized that I am annoying with my constant depressing posts that I hurt an old friend I had on here. And I rather not be reminded of my constant failures. I know nobody will care if I stay or go so I'd just be wasting my time with this but it...See More »
Why must people use me all the timeAll I do is try to help people get in the end I'm always the one receiving the blank pole. Be it them. Betraying me. Or abandoning me. Or just plain ignoring me. I'm not a bad person just a broken man. Guess I'll have to built up walls again.
Just reconnected with an old friend on hereTakes some of the stress off talking to them again. We had some great times in the past hopefully we can have those again. I just promise to be there for them this time is all they mean a lot to me. Just taking little steps at a time you know
Looks like all this stress is finally getting to me nowHad 4 stress induced nose bleeds a few hours ago and my heart rate is rising. And my eyes hurt
My health is not goodThe member's of my family are. Prone tomheaet issues looks I too have inherited that gene the same gene that has ended many of my family members add that plus my stress levels which are critical what do you get. A ticking time bomb. I've already been...See More »
Im on my own nowNo friends or family but then again nothing has really changed much I'm accustomed to being alone I'm used to it. Some people just waste my time anyways.