I wish I had a godI guess I just want to know that something is watching and has my back. Unfortunately I know better, and know that i am truly alone in my failing trials. I will crash, and I will burn. It’s just a matter of time. I can’t go on forever. I’m only human...See More »
It’s almost been a week since I pulled a Great Dane off a labMy fingers are still swollen, they still throb, the cuticle on one of my nails has turned black. I can make a fist but, but barely. They get hot. I still bang them every now and then and go completely cross-eyed. I’m just glad I didn’t actually...See More »
Well, that was funJust casually walking down the street, burning bud in the pipe, cop chilling at the snow cone place across the street. It’s not legal here. Hm
I have a job where I work with animals, I love itI have another job where I work with humans, I hate it
I guess I thought if I never said itIt wouldn’t have to be real. I’d like to think I know better than that now. The only way to move on is to give her death the reverence she deserves and give grief it’s due
I WriteThey all sat a round table. Multiple bottles of liquor sat in the middle, surrounded by prescription bottles. Cigar smoke fills the small room, a single light hangs from the ceiling. A Smith and Wesson sat in front of one of the boys. Nobody here and...See More »
I had a dream a couple nights agoI was being hunted. I knew my would-be captors. I didn’t know if it was metaphorical or literal. Now I know, and I’ve identified my enemies. Now it’s a matter of exercising the lessons I have learned while studying the shadowhand
This is why they tell you not to operate heavy machinery until you know how you reactI was driving. I had previously taken some pills ( that I don’t know what were) before hand, as well as some Xanax. I don’t remember getting to where I was supposed to go, but I do remember those bumps in the road (designed to wake you up) waking me...See More »
There’s only two things I really want to doI want to go to Hawaii, and I want to complete the Spyro reignited trilogy. After that, I’m good to go
I just spent the last ten minutes laughing myself into tearsI don’t even remember what I was laughing about
It’s not fractured, thankfullyI can bend it. I can barely touch it. It’s improving. If my finger was fractured then it wouldn’t have improved this fast. I’ve fractured my knuckles before, the pain was so similar. My knuckles staying in intense pain for a week. My finger is...See More »
I’m a product of my environmentHow dare you be ashamed of how I am when you made this way. I am how my world shaped me, and the world hates it. Guess I’m just one of those people
Humans are overpopulated and by definition, are parasitesI honestly don’t think suicide should be discouraged. The only thing that people hurt by committing suicide is other people. They’ve done good for everything else. Humans are consumers, not contributors. There’s too many of them on the planet. I’m...See More »
I’ve made my mind up. I’ve decided how I’m going to do itWhen I’m drunk enough I don’t feel a goddamn thing. So, I’m going to take a big bottle of grey goose, my Xacto knife, a box of reeses pieces, and either a fat burger or a pizza. Oh, and a bottle of aspirin. Go out behind some apartments in the...See More »
Yeah, I did it. I’m laughing about itHow dare you provoke me out of nowhere like that. I think my retaliation was fair. Spray me with water while my back was turned, for no reason, get a face full of mayonnaise. Fair exchange I believe. Hopefully now, she’ll stop messing with me.
Oh, it’s going to be a fun day for meMy finger is actually fractured. I thought yesterday “maybe it’s just sprained, or strained.” Nope. It’s swollen up to about twice it’s size. It’s purple. The slightest touch has me yelpling like a puppy. The vibration from the steering wheel sends...See More »
I wrestled a Great Dane todayI had to pull this massive Great Dane off of another dog today. The attack happened out of nowhere, and I was right there. I’m pretty sure I fractured something. I can’t close my hand into a fist. Not even close. The swelling and the heat. The...See More »
This isn’t the first time I’ve said thisThis isn’t the reality I want to live in. Why don’t I have to right to remove myself from it?
Let me talk about religion for a secondI don’t believe any religion is the right one. If there was a “correct” religion then it has been lost long ago. There’s a few ways I see it. Either all gods are real, and they get their power from their believers. When a god ceases to be...See More »
How do you want to die?Do you want it to be quick and painless? Do you want to see it coming? Do you want it to be glorious, with you being hailed as a hero? Do you want to slip away into obscurity, silently? Do you want to die before you get old? Do you want to live to be...See More »
Why are blood vessels in the fingers the easiest to bust?It doesn’t hurt much, but damn it’s annoying.