I don't know what happened. [I Have Passion, But No Motivation]There are times when I am extremely driven, and times when I'm just drained so badly that I just can't think. Yesterday and today have been very nonproductive days for any of my passions. Saturdays are days I spend with my mother, and we find...See More »
There may be no where to turn.My mother is disabled. When I say disabled, I mean, she may some day be in a wheelchair due to her crippling rheumatoid arthritis. I am the only child, and most of her side of the family is dead or have moved on with their lives. My mother is in her...See More »
Remember that job I used to have? [I Have High Anxiety]Remember that job I used to have that I complained about because it wasn’t very fair? I got a better job. One that actually cares about its people. Then… The company I used to work for bought it.
If you were set for lifeIf you were set for life and had constant money coming in, what would you do with it, and who would you help?
Thank you Similar Worlds [I Like a Good Quote]I look at my past posts about being depressed, and then I look at the positive quotes Similar worlds has randomly planted within the site that regenerate whenever you change a page…and I see why they are there. They are there to inspire us to think....See More »
Life is indeed precious.For several years now, I have been having tremors. They are believed to be from stress and anxiety. I am on medication for my anxiety, and need the medication to stop the tremors. My hair has lost body, and I'm not sure why. I find it hard to breath...See More »
Things are starting to look up.Today was the first day of training for my new job. So far, it is laid back and treats their employees with respect. That’s basically what the trainer has presented. They don’t want us to lie to the customers and say we don’t work from home. As a mat...See More »
Finally, I am getting away from my current job.The new job will hopefully be better than my current job. The only downside is that it's full time, where I needed part time. But I had to get away from my current job, as it was driving me insane. It was too stressful, and they expected too much for...See More »
I have bad luck finding jobs. [I Really Hate My Job]It feels like the spirits/powers that be are against me. Every time I come close to getting a new job, and getting my hopes up to leave my current job, it ends up not working out. There was a job for U-haul that I applied for, where they told me I...See More »
I cry for good reasons.I cry oceans because I don’t know where my life is going, and it’s scary. Some people would see this as though it were a game, because life is so random that you have no idea what’s next. To me, this is terrifying because my future is so uncertain,...See More »
My previous post. [I Have Passion, But No Motivation]I had written a lot more in my previous post, but when I posted it the first time, a big chunk of it had been erased. I had also added in there that I paint as well. Before my father passed away, I had started painting (hadn't painted since high...See More »
There are so many things I want to do, but don't know where to start. [I Have Passion, But No Motivation]I play the cello, but depression, low self esteem, and pain have caused me to become unmotivated. My job has tired me out from all the stress of rude and angry customers, so I get out of work with a fried brain and no motivation to do more than 1 or...See More »
I want to live without feeling miserable.I am too miserable. All I want is to have a job I enjoy, and be able to live comfortably without struggling all the time. All I ever do is struggle, and worry. I don't want to do that anymore. The problem is, my job. If I could just get a new job...See More »
No one caresThere is only one thing I'm happy about right now, and that's the possibility that I might just have a new job. I'm excited about that. But it has dawned on me that no one actually cares. Have you ever just felt that vibe?
I just don't know what to do anymore.I feel like I'm stuck in a never ending cycle of the same jobs, and the same problems. I try to dig myself out of it, but it keeps burying me. I am in a job where I have to smile when I talk on the phone, and I get rude and complaining customers all...See More »
People are lazy, and it’s toxic.The reason I say laziness is toxic, is that my boyfriend and I get into the stupidest of arguments, and I wish I could just get him to understand my point. Here’s the thing: The dishes in the sink would not pile up if they just got done after every t...See More »
I lost a friend who connected a huge friend circle.We all had this one friend in common. We are all hurting today. He left us last night from a heart attack. He was too young to die. He brought us all together, and always knew how to make an entrance. He was an avid gamer and story teller, and there...See More »
Yes, I'm cooking, but I can't walk away for a few moments because... [I Feel Alone a Lot]I can't count on him to be attentive. His video game holds more priority over the overflowing dinner on the stove. That. IS. IRRITATING.
Does this happen to everyone who hates their job? [I Really Hate My Job]I get shaky on my last day off, and my tremors start to return from anxiety even though I'm on anxiety medicine. I absolutely dread clocking in the next day. Tomorrow is my Monday, and I am already feeling shaky. It almost hurts. I have been...See More »
Nothing feels right. [I Often Feel Depressed]I should be happy that I am still alive instead of dwelling on the fact that I’m not far from age 40...But I keep thinking of all the things I haven’t done with my life. I have no siblings, so my mother expected grandchildren from me. I’ve got a lot...See More »
I don't get paid enough to deal with the stress. [I Really Hate My Job]I work at home, and you would think that would be something to be happy about. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy I accomplished getting a work at home job, but the one I got has not given me a good feeling. It is a fixed schedule, pays $10.50 per hour...See More »
This song... This song was made before I was born, and it is one of my favorite songs. I have listened to Tom Petty all my life, and this song moves me. I have always related to it.
Is it true?Sometimes I feel like I'm being watched by someone I know who I can never see or talk to anymore. Example: I think it was last December that I saw a tow truck without a logo come down my street. It didn't have a vehicle on the back, and it turned...See More »