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Lullacus

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I Like to Sneak Up On People

Disarming Your Opponent: I see most social situations much in the same way I see a war. There are two opposing teams; you and everyone else. Anything you can do to further your cause and weaken that of your enemy, goes. I have found that its often...

I Have An Ovarian Cyst

Willful Ignorance: Four years ago, after a visit to my gynecologist, I learned that I have an ovarian cyst. She told me that the cyst will reduce in size and eventually disappear as long as I take birth control. So I did. A year later I returned...

I Believe In Inner Strength

Running on Empty: I believe in inner strength. I have seen it at play in my life, as I am sure most people have. First, however, let me explain what I mean by 'Inner Strength'. Wiktionary defines Inner Strength thustly; " Integrity of character;...

I Am An Unsterotypical Female

Nature Vs. Nurture: I was born with two x-chromosomes, making me a female. That's fact. Thus my nature is that of a female. But the person I see in my refection is everything but your stereotypical female. And I believe that it is the direct result...

Can hermaphrodites have both male and female orgasms?

I Wtk What Song Or Album Has Stuck With You To Adulthood

Led Zeppelin - Babe, I'm Gonna Leave You. I was raised with the music of Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, Dire Straits, Fleetwood Mac etc... My father listened to their music and as a result I got frequent exposure to it. It was the first music I ever...

I Dated Someone Who Turned Out to Be Crazy

Nathan: Multiple times during my young life, I have dated people who turned out to be crazy... And if they weren't crazy during the course of our relationship, they inevitably 'lose it' after we break up. It seems I have a type; and my type turns...

why would my period stop?

My period just went away and I have no idea why. I am a healthy 21 year old and I have done multiple home pregnancy tests. All come out negative. Its almost two months late and even though I'm glad its gone, it does worry me. Why could this be...

I Can Say Some Incredibly Vicious Things to People

Going in for the kill: I consider myself to be a fairly mild-mannered and docile person. I try to avoid conflict whenever possible and I very rarely lose my temper. Let's just say I have a high tolerance for bullshit. It really takes quite some...

Shadow Man, Shadow Man, please go away. I see shadows. Upon glimpse they look like people... but they aren't. They are just human shaped shadows. I don't know if they are real or not. I just know that most people don't see them at all. I was about...

I Would Do This If I Won the Lottery

I will disappear. I will leave this country and never look back. I will leave behind everyone and everything I ever knew - and start over. It is already my intention to do that, and I have started the processes I need to in order to leave. But it...

I Need to Let Go

I can let you go now. I was surprised by how comfortable I still am around you. Just like old friends. By the end our friendship was stronger than our relationship anyway. I didn't think we'd be able to remain friends, I thought it would hurt too...

I Am Conflicted

Fight or Flight? I am torn between the two. I am conflicted. I don't know what I want anymore. I don't know what I should do anymore. I don't know what's best for me anymore. An unfortunate side-effect of this path that I have chosen is that I'll...

I Consider Myself to Be Well Educated

Self education: I consider myself to be well educated with no thanks to the modern education system. If anything, the modern education system only dumbs us down. It teaches us to follow orders and to take the opinions of others up as truth. It...

I Am Lost In Life

Out Of The Frying Pan and Into The Fire: I though I felt lost before, while we were dating. I thought that it would change once we were apart. That is how I convinced myself to let you go despite my overwhelming love for you. I was wrong. If...

I Am Disillusioned

I am disillusioned yet again. After the last time I thought that I saw my reality with the utmost clarity... But I was wrong. I simply traded one illusion for another. I believed the promisses and lies that this world has fed me. How wrong I was. I...

I Am Disillusioned

I am disillusioned yet again. After the last time I thought that I saw my reality with the utmost clarity... But I was wrong. I simply traded one illusion for another. I believed the promisses and lies that this world has fed me. How wrong I was. I...

I Need A Place Away From Everything

The River: I need a place away from everything. I believe it is vital on order to retain some measure of sanity in my life. Whenever I move or go on vacation or leave my environment for an extended period of time, I find myself a "spot" as soon...

I Often Question What Is Real

Think For Yourself, Question Reality: Reality... a rather amusing concept seeing as no one can actually define it with any certainty. So much of what we believe to be real, is actually just our perceptions and analyses of the sensory input we...

How do I overcome the fear of the unknown?

Not knowing what the future may hold terrifies me. When it comes to unknowns, I always expect the worst possible outcome. It is illogical to fear the unknown, it's not like I have any control over what life throws at me. But, it is in my power to...

I Am More On Ep Than Anything Else

I Will Miss You: The past year or so, I have been more active on EP than anything else. It has become like a diary to me, and it has become indispensable. It is an integral part of how I manage my thoughts and deal with things... and I will miss it....

Who still goes to libraries?

Aren't they obsolete now that the internet exists? Even if you don't have an internet connection at home, there are internet cafe's and wifi hotspots almost on every corner now.

I Am a Girl Gamer

How To Turn a Girl into a Gamer: I believe that any girl can be turned into a gamer, regardless of her personality or interests. I wasn't born a gamer, myself... I was turned into one. And I believe that any other girl can be turned in the same...

I'm Haunted By the Lyrics

Evanescence - Snow White Queen: Stoplight, lock the door. Don't look back. Undress in the dark, And hide from you, All of you. You'll never know the way your words have haunted me. I can't believe you'd ask these things of me. You don't know me....

I Believe You Gotta Laugh to Keep From Crying Sometimes

I am constantly fighting a war. I believe all of us are. The continuous struggle between logic and emotion. I usually side with logic... but I don't always win. Sometimes my emotions are so strong and so overwhelming, that I can't help but have an...

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