I Miss My SisterI want to see her. I want to hug her. I want to call her right now but I can't since she's just going to cry and brg for me to go home but I can't.
What to do with your BESTFRIEND?SHe is suddenly asking if I'm being true to her. She doesn't explained it to me in detail. She just shrugged it off when I told her that she IS my BESTFRIEND.
I Love the RainI love the rain because I can cry in the rain not being noticed by other people. It's my excuse to be alone and to cry by myself. I really love it because it's crying with me right now.
I Wonder Why I Am Like ThisWhen I am already comfortable with people, I tend to send them away. I don't want them to stick to a person like me. I want them to be happy even if I'm not a part of the reason why they are happy. I think they're better off without me.
I Never Thought I'd Be Where I Am NowI thought I would be okay. I went there smiling buy deep inside I'm crying. I see them smile, hug and cry tears of joy. I am just there capturing their precious moment that in every click of my camera my heart breaks. I wish I could be happy for them...See More »
I Want to Cry But I Can'tIn this life, crying and showing it to someone means I'm not that strong enough so I have to keep it in me. I have to fake a smile in front of them. I have to fake a laugh. I have to show them that I'm not slowly breaking.
I Miss SomeoneI really miss her and visiting her is the best thing that want to do right now. I miss her laughs. I miss everything about her and wish that she'll share all of her feelings to me. I truthfully miss her.
I Have Trust IssuesThis is the first time that I tried to be more open and honest to the person I recently met. Then, few days later, he blocked me?!?! Please at least state your reason.This kind of things lowers my self esteem you know.
I Hate Myself More Than Anyone Could Hate MeI hate myself for being weak and stupid. I can't get a job done because of this body and mind.
I Used to Be Depressed and Still Get Depressed SometimesI want to beg all of my friend not to leave me alone. I do now want to alone because there might be the possibility that I'll just cry and cry.
I Am So Sleepy But I Dont Want To SleepI just closed my eyes and four hours went by just like that?! I have no right to sleep now. I hate myself.
I Have Random Thoughts Of RandomnessI wanna feel loved and being cared. I wanna be true to myself. I want not care about what others think. I want someone to care about me.
What is happening to me?I was crossing the road and I'm sure that I looked sideways for incoming cars and when there is none, I crossed the road but I then saw a car approaching me and if I wasn't quick I could have been hit. This happened to me several times now this week.
I Dont Know Why I Trusted HimI do not why I trusted him and felt something for him. He lift up my confidence but now that he wants to end it, I am doubting myself if I really am worth loving. Am I not good enough that he had found another one? and why did he tell me to wait if...See More »
I Am a Daddy's GirlI called my mother to say hello then she informed me that my father is sick. After hearing that, I overreacted and got mad at my father for not telling me. I called him but he is not picking up and it made me angrier. Angrier at myself for not...See More »
I Love My MomContrary to the post that I have just recently posted, there is still the part of me that love my mom very deeply. What ever she does to me, I still love her. I love her with all my heart. I will even risk my life for her. Maybe she can't just...See More »
I Am Having Family ProblemsWhy do I feel like my mother doesn't love me? My mother cried when my Big Brother left home but when I left hoem she doesn't even care. My mother keep my brother's clothes while my clothes are nowhere to be seen around the house.
I Keep a DiaryI write all my miseries and fantasies there. I have to keep track of my emotions that is why I am writing it down. Although reading my diary again makes me cry and all of the emotions come back. I just like to write to make sure that it is still me.
How to tell that someone that what he is doing hurts when he is older than you and he is family related.
Is it necessary to fight?Other people tell me that my best friends and I are not real friends because we have never been in a fight with each other.
I Am Not Who They Think I AmI always think first before acting. I live by my own rules. One of my rules is not to be hated. I love being surrounded by everyone but I also hate not being myself around them. I think they will hate me if they would know who I really am. The evil...See More »
