I have just showered for the first time since we fought it stung a bit. But what stung more was you calling me just to ask me to come into work early and nothing else
I came home and she isn’t hereI knew she wouldn’t be but I can’t stand it just the same. I can’t stand it I CANT STAND IT I CANT I CANT
I feel related to brolyAs in, I can really relate to him. Known nothing but suppression and exploitation by the people who are supposed to be close to me, like a parent(s) for example. Then they antagonise me, for no reason but to make me unstable. Then they act so...See More »
I’m actually causticEverything I come in contact with dissolves before my very eyes. If only I could use this to my advantage
I saw a post earlier about someone asking everyone not to get made at them because they sometimes like Donald trumpSo nobody get mad at me either for saying the same things. I love when he’s on tv, you never really know what outrageous horse droppings will fall out of his mouth next. The unpredictable hilarity is only comparable to George bush jr. Although I...See More »
I am the scum of human existenceI consider myself the worst humanity has to offer. Nobody could possibly be a worse human being than me. As impossible as it seems to me, there are. And I just can’t beli it
It’s selfish? Poll (1) See Poll OptionsIt’s selfish to not want to feel pain anymore? It’s selfish to not want to suffer? How about when we do it to others? Is it selfish then? It’s...See More »
I was taught drug dealers are heartless and will sell anything to anyone for a dollar?Well they are not. I was 15 trying to buy some crack from my weed dealer and he would not sell it to me, not even if I said it was from someone else. My current dealer refuses to sell me anything hard in large quantities. He said he would sell me...See More »
What kind of drugs can I use?I just want to be numb. I don’t want to feel anything. At all. My chest is collapsing In and I don’t want to feel it
I Hate MyselfEver since I was a little child I’ve had nothing but contempt for myself. After all, if my mother never wanted me and my dad ditched me then how much am I actually worth? The answer is nothing. I’ve been into self-harming practices for about 11 or...See More »
How can I stop my self-destruct timerI’m an idiot. I’m at literally the dumbest person I know. I think I just singlehandedly destroyed my 7year marriage in a single night. I didn’t cheat on her. Not even close. I hurt and scared her. I have a habit of harming myself whenever things...See More »
Anyone from EP that remembers me here?I was a member of experience project. My user name was knucklez. I’m just looking for someone to talk to really and I was hoping I’d find someone I know here. Even if I don’t I’d take any ear willing to listen for a minute