I Just Want to Be With HimI had a plan and knew what I was going to do, now I don't know what I am going to do with it. part of me wants to to with the plan I had and leave, and part of me wants to keep trying and make whatever this is work and see if more happens, that maybe...See More »
I Cant Do This AnymoreI hate all of these feeling that I have, all of these thoughts. Why? Why me?? What did I do so wrong to deserve all of this pain? All of these tears and thoughts? Maybe I will just disappear... then I'll be gone and you will just live your life like...See More »
I Wonder If You Would.I wonder if you would notice if I disappeared.... would you even care? Would you try to contact me to see if I was okay? Would you even notice? guess not...
I Am Trying To Hold On, But I'm Losing ItI have been trying my hardest to hold on to everything and keep it, I tried to give up... but couldn't. I can't say bye, I can't lose everything. I don't want to. Everything that has meant so much to me, just keeps disappearing. I'm just left...See More »
I Love Songs That Have Meaningful Lyrics To MeIt just says so much... Sally's Song I sense there's something in the wind That feels like tragedy's at hand And though I'd like to stand by him Can't shake this feeling that I have The worst is just around the bend And does he notice my...See More »
I Cant Stop CryingMy face is all covered in black smudges from my mascara and I just want to stop crying but my thoughts just keep going and going. Why does this have to hurt so much </3
Should I stop asking?Whenever we are together now, he doesn't kiss me anymore. the only time he ever does is if I ask for one... maybe he doesn't want me anymore idk, should I just stop asking for one?
I Just Want To Be Kissed And HeldI miss him hugging and kissing me... he doesn't kiss me anymore.... is our relationship really ending.... does he want someone else? I remember when he just used to kiss me all the time... now in order to even get a kiss I have to ask... *sigh* maybe...See More »
I Have Been HurtGreat, so one more added to the list... check... *sigh* I shouldn't have gone up there....
I Don't Know What to Dowhat do I believe??? Who do I believe? This is just getting harder and harder to believe everyone, even the people that I have trusted the most. Am I just not good enough for the truth? What do I listen to my mind or heart??
I Don't Know What to Believetwo different stories from two people I trust... and I have my own feelings on this thing.... is he being honest with me 100%? is she? what do I think about all this? do my feelings not count?
Do you ever question what your doing?I could be so sure that this is what I want to do and how I want to do it, and this is what I want in the future, then once I think about everything that has happened and what's been done, can it all be undone? Can you really let go of the pain...See More »
I Am So Tired Of CryingThat moment when you lay there and you know that you are fixing to start crying and the thoughts are horrible and you just want them to go away.... you feel scares and panicked and would do anything for them not to fall. You just want someone there...See More »
I Actually Had A Good Day Today I just got to hang out with him and have fun. I can't really stop smiling. One day, I will beat him a game, one day lol. Maybe we can hang out tomorrow, idk. I hate that the time always goes by so fast when I hang out with him. I hope that we can...See More »
I Know You Won't Call BackHa... you never have so I don't expect you to anyway... have a nice call with them...
I Hate LiarsI'm so f**king done being f**king lied to!!! if you can't be freaking honest with me do you think you deserve anything from me?!? Why am I always being lied to so you can act like you are doing everything right?!?! F**k why do I act like I believe...See More »
I Wish I Could Be Honest With the People Around MeI just wish I could just easily say what's on my mind for once and not worry about bending what I want to say so that it doesn't hurt anyone else. But I always have to worry about the other persons feelings instead of my own, even when supposedly I...See More »
I Am Thinking About Self-harming AgainYeah, don't see why not anymore... at least it was something I could control and was always there...
I Was Told That I Was PrettyThis random guy at the store was staring at me and told me I looked pretty today. I don't get complimented ever, so it was nice to hear from someone. It made me smile :) thanks random guy lol
I Will Always Remember You, Even If You Forget Me I won't ever forget all those hours that we talked almost 24/7 Everywhere we went, all the time we spent together, I don't know if you will ever know how much those times meant to me, how much they will always mean to me. The things we did, the...See More »
I Want to ForgetI just want to forget... anything to stop this pain that I have right now.... I just don't know how much more I can take...
Does anyone hide their feelings using emojisDoes anyone else do this? like try to make yourself seem really happy when you're not?
Do you ever try to not be first to text?Do you ever just wait to see if they will think of you to see if they will text you.... especially if its someone "special" to you, and they don't text you at all...
I Don't Know What to DoI'm driving myself crazy!! One minute I'm feeling so sure about everything and my feelings and next thing I know I'm unsure about everything and breaking. How can I keep doing this to myself?!?