I want to kill myself at work. How do I know if it's the job or just stress in general?I would hate to leave this job and go somewhere else and then be in the same?e boat.
What would make you happy? Really, seriously happy.I was once told that I was the most monied person she knew and at the same time the most miserable. Money has not made me happy. Someone asked me today when I said wasn't happy "what would make you happy?". I had to answer nothing. I cannot imagine...See More »
Why do people think we can just decide tobe "normal" one day??If it was that easy I would do it. I swear. I want to fit in. I want to go along and get along. I want it more than anything.
My wife cannot bear children and I desperately want another one. She won't foster, she won't adopt because of cost and we have been married 21 year. Poll (19) See Poll OptionsWhat's to do? Live unfulfilled?
Why does someone who is insecure hurt so much more when someone else says they are worthless than when I say it?
What happens when you are defined as unstable?The new law in Florida makes me out to be a risk. The law allows them to seize guns and ammo from people who are considered to be a threat. The first person who was victimized was an Army veteran. I went and read the law. I don't feel like I...See More »
Do people want me to feel better or do they want to feel better about me?I wonder if my wife really cares about me sometimes. She looked at me with such concern the other night, as her eyes welled up with tears. She said she does t want to be "the last person to notice" about me - whatever that means. I think she wants...See More »
Are you suicidal and want totally anonymous contact by text message or phone call? No strings, no tricks.Pm me
If i posted a cell phone number online for a specific reason how many wackos and pains in the ssses will call or text?I have always wanted too start an outreach program that is for suicidal people. Passive crisis lines are missing too many people who go dark and quiet when they struggle the most. The program has to be proactive like a phone tree with sponsors like...See More »
What pieces of advice are critical to pass down to your child? (Or my child)Collectively we should be able to figure this out right?
Do you believe there are things you can do that you can never come back from our do you believe in the possible redemption from anything?
Honestly, how many of you have considered taking your own life in the last month? Poll (9) See Poll OptionsI have. I struggle with it daily. Today more than other days.
If you KNEW someone heart and soul 6 years ago would you still know them enough to jump back into a relationship?
I Believe In LoveI used to believe in fairytale ❤ but I can't say I do anymore. Well, it's not exactly that I don't believe anymore. It's more like - we are told love overcomes all obstacles and endures regardless of what is set against it.. That is simply not...See More »
I'm Addicted To The InternetI dont have any gratification irl so the internet is what i have. I have my closest friend on the internet. I fell in love on the internet (only for it to fall apart irl). Facebook likes are what i have. Hearts here are what i have. Without those...See More »
I Love to Get Lost In MusicThe quality of my life is so much better when my car has a great stereo. I love music and listening to it. It has been part of some of the most important episodes in my life. I have been running around in a car with a crappy stereo for the last...See More »
I Am Stronger Because of All I've Been ThroughI would like to say so, to be able to say I have faced the things that have been dealt to me and monstered them. I haven't. I am middle aged and a broken man. Crushed under the weight of my choices and my experiences. I go through life day after...See More »
I Would Like to See What My Future HoldsI would like to know I have a future. I can't envision one. I literally cannot imagine myself in the future more than a few years. It's not like I am really old at 47. I just have so little in my life I guess I am unable to visualize the future. I...See More »