I don't think she wants to know me any moreI don't know what I did wrong, but I'm sorry. It's probably too late now though, so there's nothing to do but just move on. Should have expected it, really; everyone leaves eventually.
I got it into my head I wanted to do a US parachute company for Flames of WarThen I saw that the parachute infantry models are flexible plastic which I don't like working with too much. So much for that idea.
It's my birthday on FridayI'll be 32 years old :3 To be honest, this is an age I never expected to get to. It's well past my wildest predictions in terms of how long I'd live - my plan was to die before turning 21. So I don't really know what I'm meant to do now - most people...See More »
Do you know how hard it is to get 7.5cm PaK40 miniatures by themselves?I need 3, and the ones I can find only come with German crews which I don't need, and that's way too much to just chuck out.
I don't know why I'm typing thisI can't find the right words. I can feel loneliness creeping up on me again, but don't really know what to do about it. I feel insecure and ugly and self-conscious and I'm torn between caring and not caring. What's the point in continuing with...See More »
My T-34s arrived todayI've got them about half built, with the hulls just needing fuel barrels on the side (I use them to tell which ones belong to which unit), and the turrets unbuilt. But a friend also dropped off a few Flames of War models he couldn't get rid of, and...See More »
I keep forgetting about time differencesAnd then wonder why everything happens on here a day later than it's supposed to
I did a fair amount of painting this afternoonI got nine T-34 hulls and eleven 85mm turrets done ready to be varnished tomorrow. Now all that's left are finishing off the 76mm turrets, and figuring out how numbering these tanks would have worked.
I broke and bought more T-34sTo be fair the ones I got from my friend had really thick paint on them from him spraying over my original paintwork, and some had adhesive residue from the tufts he'd stuck onto them. So those ones will get thrown out and replaced by the new ones....See More »
Thinking about Flames of War againI find the stuff they've done for Soviets in the Late War period - covered in the books Bagration: Soviet and Berlin: Soviet really interesting, and I want to lean into these things somewhat more than I have already. I've got 21 T-34s and 4 ISU-152s...See More »
I might get some more IS-2sI'm not sure what I'm going to do with them though. Might make them into two companies of 3 with one command tank made from one of the 3 I currently have. The residue from the tufts my friend put on them just won't come off, and I want them to all be...See More »
Sometimes I wish for things that are impossibleBut that's OK because living without them gets easier little by little 🙂
My latest projects A T-34 hull I painted in a couple of hours this afternoon and the Umbral Spellportal endless spell from Age of Sigmar which have been sitting on my desk for months. They all just need varnishing.
Looks like I'm going to have to buy another box of T-34 tanksThe ones I got from my friend are covered in tuft glue residue that I can't get off, so starting again is easier. Plus I need 5 more 76mm turrets for them anyway. But the shitty ones I currently have will do for now.
ugh I hate when the horniness kicks inIt takes over and makes me even more awkward than normal. I thought I was past this at this point in life >.<
I wish I had someone to play Diablo withI want to explore and the difficulty spike when you get to fighting Diablo is immense. But playing online isn't an option (at least using Battle.net) and who plays the original expanded Diablo 2 nowadays anyway?
Do you think SW would miss you if you stopped visiting?I'm pretty sure nobody would noticed if I stopped logging on. Not close enough to anyone to be worth remembering.
I might just sell my flames of war stuffThe friends I got into it with don't much talk to me any more, and I enjoy Warhammer way more anyway.
I wonder what happenedIn the top scroller thing I noticed a user I used to be close to but who hasn't been around in like a year. It made me wonder whatever happened to her. Obviously there's no answers to be had, but that doesn't comfort the concern.
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