I Have Worked the Night ShiftFinished at half 6 and it was still SNOWING !!!!! SO. I went home. Put on lots of la<x>yers. Rose to the challenge. Rode out on my bike for the first time since I had it fixed. Exhilarated, I was headed for town to find mum a birthday present. Got...See More »
I Think You're Super-duper CuteI love that smile. Moreso, I love *getting* that smile. On drive-thru, it's obvious. A cute girl in a cute car, that slightly shy smile of I-know-I-shouldn't-but. It's a wonderful fuzzy but edgy feeling. Strange suit to draw from the deck....See More »
I See Dead PeopleI hear them, actually. I get a cold shiver. A shudder. I know they're coming. Usually one person. Usually when thoughts drift that way. I go cold, like mentally disconnected cold. That's when they come into me. They speak, to me or through my...See More »
I Need a New JobI feel like my skillset or my passions are not really communicable. I search for the individual in each and every person working in a place. I seek to maximise those little touches people give, and make them work for the company somehow. Bringing a...See More »
I Heart EP Exercise Buddies9 push ups today. Sadly only in one set but better than my usual daily of none. I should visit the ep gym more often for encouragement ;)
I Am Wasted HereSchool. What a joke. Stay home, learn programming, learn HTML, JAVA, whatever the hell else. Make websites. Cool ones. Make scheduling systems. Build up the whole foundation to running a company. Sell each part separately, under different company...See More »
I Am Not Happypeople bailed. First outing I've organised for weeks. First one I've had time to do. All 4 bailed separately, and for different reasons. so my weekend passed away. I let it pass. spending all my time bargain hunting to get the best possible presents...See More »
I Heart EP Exercise BuddiesI did 6 push ups and half my neck stretches today (back pain help). considering one done none of these for ages that's quite something :) Thanks guys and girls! :)
I Keep Myself Distracted So I Don't Feelto a good friend and colleague, who turns out is a mirror of me 10 years ago So. I had a cage at 19. It was music. HIM, nightwish, amorphis, dragonforce, after forever, linkin Park. They kept me locked up outside my life. Other people's sorrows and...See More »
I Write About My Lifea growling dog a goblin crossed make up my live desire. it snarls I grow the passion builds but angels stem the flow. a collar pulled by blinding light my sister's love a worthwhile plight my angels save us from divorce I live this day knowing...See More »
I Write About My LifeRuthless My heart’s cracked, Life’s broken; Home’s sick, Brain’s frozen. Mrs is far Thoughts chosen Reflecting what I feel Ain’t completely open Keep the game close The fear’s woven Into the threads Of my heart’s motions Stress shouting Telling...See More »
I Am Stunningly GorgeousSo said 2 drop dead gorgeous girls tonight. Wow. I knew myself as tall, lanky and looking a bit nerdy never knowing what to do with my hair to make it look good. With most girls being 'out of my league'. Naturally I returned the compliments to them,...See More »
I Believe That Long Distance Relationships Can WorkI do. I've been in one for the best part of 18 months. But there are limits. See, the initial struggles come back to haunt you. Little things you thought were resolved, little niggly things come back and cause problems. You fight because of past...See More »
I Believe In GhostsI've been feeling chilled these last 2 days. A facebook meme went around with an a-z. G was ghosts, real or not? I said real. 3 experiences, 2 of hosting, 1 of talking with and guiding to talk with the intended person directly - which succeeded...See More »
I Have Difficulty Reaching Out to PeopleI want to. But I only usually read and respond to other people. I've always found it hard to keep a diary/journal. trouble facing my own reality I guess. You are all most welcome to ask about it.
Best slow cooked meal recipe when you don't have a slow cooker?details please, including all your personal tips and tricks ;)
I Can't Wait To Meet My GirlIt's happening tonight. First time in 8 months. wow Hey? She's about to decide whether to stay in South Africa without me or come home. But luckily they extended the deadline for deciding so we can meet each other first before she decides! !! bonus....See More »
I Reunited With A FriendHe's brilliant. He can communicate in the field I want. He knows about emotions. strengths. plans. Not so much about executing plans and urgency for himself. But he's a great guy. We met today. He told me why he left the organisation we were at....See More »
Why do you like being indoors?loads of people don't like going out. But I want to know what is the opposite? What is out about being indoors that's so much better?
I Put Other People's Happiness Before My OwnThank you Stiltcourt for the inspiration for this post. It's my life, another way. With extras for recent times. My life did this My heart and soul Sacrificed in bliss To hearts missing gold I coughed and spluttered And withered away; As life's...See More »
I Miss You BabynymphetteIf you ever come back, I don't remember your other names (actually just found Kyrhabear) only this one. Thought I'd post this in hope you can find me easier next time, than having to remember my crazy username ;) I miss you. And I just discovered by...See More »
I Am PatientI have one type of patience in abundance. Out of respect for others, born human shaped different. diversity keeps us strong. Those who think different cast great light into each others lives should they each choose to see it. Another type I lack....See More »
I Hate My BodyIt's too skinny and puny. and always broken. my skin flares at yet another random thing I can't quite work out. Or my guts. or my bike throws me off again so I need time to repair. I just want to train. bodyweight exercises. is it really so much to...See More »
I Have a College Degree (am a College Graduate)and I work in fast (or fat as my phone correctly tried to say) food. I have no savings. luckily right now I have no debts either, just worked my ass off to clear them. And when a guy opened up and said he didn't want to progress because he couldn't...See More »
I Believe In Unconditional LoveIt's hard though. Her life has always been so easy. and yet so hard. She's almost seen the opposite existence from me. Had money, travelled, choose and did well at a subject that gave her a job at the end of uni that she was happy enough with and...See More »