I Will Tell You What Is Behind My UsernameI used to be Ocean Depths, because I lived there, exploring the Depths of despair. Other people's despair, I thought, until I later realised that by exploring theirs, I was in turn creating my own world filled with it. So, I became CouldsOfLife....See More »
I Write PoetryI had a dream this morning, the moment as I woke up... And I remembered this whole ditty play out in one verse - probably a microsecond if the neurologists are to be believed... Well, here goes! By the way, the dashes usually mean extend the word...See More »
I Dont Care About CelebritiesI do, but I don't care about their status. Or their whereabouts or doings. I care about them as people. People with tough lives and a unique perspective on the world. And I wish to open up a space that is safe, to explore when things go wrong....See More »
I Want To Connect With Similar People Like MeI'm back, alive again. Thanks SWeeps for your awesomes, I missed you guys lots, I emitted some beautifuls and some less sos, and now with a little help from my other half, I'm back. More or less back to life and ready for yoga and sleep. The world is...See More »
I Love AviciiMy father told me when I was just a child... 💖 Send some true love to a true inspiration of yours today, right now. They need it more than you need the amazingness they give you. This world has become too much about taking - time to give back....See More »
I Am Not Destined For One Job But A Million Different JobsI have a million different jobs. I set up a stock control system (I mean, I still am setting it up), commission a CAD system, upgrade a small network, standardise infrastructure, work with robotic stock control systems, control saw parameters, create...See More »
Why is your heart heavy right now?Mine is because I am here, eating my rice-milk chocolate orange, writing out my heart to my best (and you could say only) friend who doesn't even live in this country, and who's mum just died recently. They tried to call his brother, who was in...See More »
I Believe That Fate Has a Plan For Each of UsFate leads you through this world. I just met an ex military Taxi driver who taught me possibly the most fundamental yoga ever. And that I should swim like a run-walk-run. I met him because I left when the world told me to slip out. Then get chips...See More »
I Like Wise QuotesWisdom does not come in an instant. He who is not willing to wait for the right moment to arrive at the right answer, will find himself constantly battling with wrong answers until he takes that time and arrives.
Who's in to make real the concept that strangers are simply friends you haven't met yet?I miss the old team on EP. There was the girl who had been dominated, and had horrible things done to her. She was super cool, super strong and super trying hard to see a new light in the world around her. The guy who wanted to end it all, but came...See More »
I Don't Believe Doctors Have All the AnswersThat's true, they don't. But when you look at them, really look at who they are and where they have been left - it's hardly surprising. This is my story, from the outside into the depths. It's short, and I hope that it will light a spark in some of...See More »
Would you fly NHS airlines?After the incident where a (relatively senior) paediatric doctor was struck off when her colleague (the other senior on that day) was sick, her consultant was teaching juniors and refused to come help and the computer system broke. A child died that...See More »
I Want to Be Happy And Make Others Be HappyI just bumped into someone from years ago he worked at a fast food place I was a manager at. He was a crook but a good heart, and he often (not always) worked hard for me cos I gave him a chance and respect. I was repaid often with greatness often...See More »
I Miss My GrandparentsPeople said I should write this. Well, now it happens. My grandpa lived in a flat. With my grandma. He spent his whole life there, as far as I knew when I was little. He was in a wheelchair. And there was no lift. Sometimes he scared us, something...See More »
I Accept Responsibility For My Own ActionsI have begun. I know waste is bad, so I'm beginning to make less. I know shooting every bull on birth is bad, so I don't drink milk or eat cheese. I know duplication is bad so I strive to reduce it at work. But I'm slow. It's like my body has been...See More »
Who knows what a BTB file is??Love how geeky my job makes me sometimes, hate how nerdy it also makes me when I see someone who knows *way* more than me XD
I Write PoetryI am run down Head hit the ground There's pain right down my back... But I got up My heart bound in A gift in Santa's sack. The addresee A lassy, she Would hold it gently so, It came right back From that gay doe And I laid bricks of Rome. Those...See More »
I Love NightwishOh my God. I was a fan with Tarja. The songs were often written just for her. I lost touch with my inner metal after that. It broke my cage. I had a safety net, that always caught me when I was down. HIM, Nightwish, After Forever, Agathodaimon's...See More »
I Love to Inspire and Be InspiredInspire me guys, I'm sure from making everything right with other people's world's, and I want my world to look better too. Nobody really gives me the same pep talks I give them. Today, I'd love it if someone made an effort for me. Anyone in the...See More »
I Want to Know Your Favorite RecipeIt must have kale, celery and spinach in it. Please :) for my other half homecoming tonight. I cleaned the whole house, just finished, but forgot about dinner!!!!!!
I Love NightwishOh my. I just rediscovered them these last few days. They were part of my cage (check previous stories from loooong ago for reference if curious). So I went to see a therapist. She asked about my cage and I explained. It's a safe place that...See More »
I Believe Everything Happens For a ReasonToday, my Mum was awesome. My Dad gave her up for some hours and she stayed and did my ironing*. Some people take that for granted, but I've done my own ironing (where I've perceived it to be necessary anyway) since I was 18. Today she spent 2.5hrs...See More »
I Write Code For a Living [I Understand Binary Code]And.. I'm not surprised to post I'm not great at it. I started learning Excel formulae about 10 years ago at uni, Googling and Googling and forcing things to work that really shouldn't. I took great pleasure in beating computers into submission....See More »