I Am An EmpathSometimes I wish that I could just shut down and not feel anything anymore. It would be easier that way. Sometimes I feel that it just gets excessive. The feelings come crashing in like tidal waves, and I feel crushed by the weight. I try to help...See More »
I Think About DeathThey say that "all good things come to those that wait," and "patience is a virtue." My patience is wearing thin; I'm getting pretty damned tired of waiting.
I Battle DepressionIt seems like a losing battle. At first, I was a little sad, but now it has progressed to a stage of grievous sorrow. If you can imagine how you would feel if someone very close to you like a parent, or loved one passed away then that is how I feel...See More »
I Torture Myself With Sad SongsI don't know if it's specifically sad songs, but rather songs are starting to appear sad to me. I know that my current emotional state is a major factor, and I'm trying to look beyond that. I find that regardless of genre that songs about loss, pain,...See More »
I Cut My SelfI used to cut quite a lot. It's been years since my last episode, but I still think about it. I have a lot of scars to remind me of the troubling times in my life, times when I thought that things would never get any better and that cutting was the...See More »