Ugh this appears to be another job where there is nothing to doHow is it that I get another job like this? All I want is to actually be busy at work. It pays really well but god I can’t stand not actually doing anything all day again.
This class is reminding me of how much I absolutelyHate poetry. We have to find all sorts of meaning in art and poems and I am the exact wrong kind of person for that. Despite being a writer when it comes to all that stuff Im about as deep as a puddle. I just see a painting when I see art and poems...See More »
I really hope this isn’t like my last jobIt’s only halfway done with the day and Im already done with everything I can think of. I really really really hope I can find something to actually do for the remaining four hours. I can’t take another job where there’s nothing to do all day.
Why does everyone else have more views than meAm I not pretty enough for you? Should I post my boobs?
I’ll never understand right wing incelsThey literally just had a fit because I disagreed with them. How can you spend all your time just angry because someone has a different opinion? You could use that time to actually do stuff instead.
I just realized I only finished my first book about a month agoAnd am 2/3rds done with my second already. I’ve been focusing on my lack of progress lately which is fairly stupid because Ive written over 200 pages in a month which is unbelievable. I keep letting myself get depressed when I have a problem with a s...See More »
I finally got a new jobAnd it’s good paying too. The hours aren’t the best but at least it’s a good solid job. Hopefully this will get me out of my funk and depression. Once I start with classes too Ill at least be busy again. I just hope I can find a bit of time for writi...See More »
Having another block to my writing coming onUgh these are the worst. It always makes me depressed and more stressed too. It’s a time where all my thoughts fail to turn into anything of substance. All I have right now is my writing and when Im unable to do that it’s the worst. 😫
I need a lifeFor the better part of a month now all Ive done is write my novel, watch the same shows over and over again and occasionally go to the gym and do housework. I’ve gone to the movies once but thats it and I have had no real hobbies. It’s not healthy...See More »
Well my days already been ruinedI couldn’t fall asleep until past 4 am so I slept through all my alarms. I also have to throw my entire book out because I can’t get it to work which means 180 pages down the drain. My stomach is so bloated at night it’s next to impossible to sleep....See More »
This really sucksNot to bring anyone down but today sucks and just reminds me of how alone I am. I despise all my relatives, all my so called friends long since abandoned me and no longer talk to me. I’ve done nothing for a month except write and watch the same...See More »
I got a text wishing me merry xmasAnd I have no idea who its from. They called me young man too so it’s further confusing.
Page 155 of my second novel!I think I deserve a reward for this so where is it? Get to getting me one now!
Why am I so tired suddenly?It’s not even 8 yet but I feel like I need to sleep. It must have been that big lunch and all the stress today had brought. I know if I lie down Ill wake right up though 😑.
When people tell me merry Christmas I’m having a terrible angry day so I can be grouchy all I want btw.