Scared of getting a dog?I've basically been told by my husband we're getting a dog. Puppy is coming home at the end of august. I don't feel prepared mentally. I'm worried about the dynamic changing with my cats, I'm worried about the mess and the noise and all the possible...See More »
Today's the day I quit.I have spent 3 years here and dealt with so much ridiculous micromanaging, everything I do is wrong. They constantly FIND problems (or straight up MAKE problems) just to growl at me. They talk shit about the other staff (there's only 4 of us) and our...See More »
When did you know your relationship was over?Sometimes I don't know if I want to fight for this anymore. He's a good man but we are not happy people together. After 12 years I just feel so... Exhausted 😥
Do you ever REALLY need to sleep the day away?Cuz I did. Was only awake maybe 4 hours through midday. So grateful for days I can rest. The exhaustion is unreal.
The crushing weight of nighttime despair washes over meI'm drowning. Screaming inside. Waiting for the sun to come back to chase away the demons that tear apart my mind. Nothing ever takes it away
Humidity has the temperature at 40°CFirst time in my life I've felt it like this... I had so much I wanted to do but now that I'm home without AC I'm just laying here like blob trying not to vomit.
I wish I could say good night and give you a cheek kiss before bedI'll think of you With your sparkly eyes And that smile and laugh that feels like sunbeams. I hope you know how special you are. I hope you know that you might be one small individual in the world, but your impact is extraordinary. I love you....See More »
Are you your own worst enemy?I feel myself slipping away into madness. I want to shred this human flesh suit. I don't want to die but I look forward to the great unknown without a physical body
How are you gonna make money in the future?What's your plans? I can't wait to make more than min. Wage
Have you tried LSD?What was it like? I'm on a journey to open my mind with psychedelics 😊 tried mushrooms and salvia so far. Pretty incredible!
NightmaresDo you have em? I do. It's so shit. dreams and reality feel blended. It's hard to snap out of it.
Don't you see....We're all just animals. No different than bears or birds or water critters.... I wish life was as simple as that for us but Humans are insane. (me included, no judgement friends)
It's been a long time friends!I haven't seen y'all since 2018! So glad this place still exists! Has anyone been around since the Experience Project days?
I Wish All Friends Were Forever FriendsI love the few who have stood by me through the years ♡ I feel like an emotionally needy friend,I crave friendships, when I'm with these people I feel on top of the world...there's nothing like that special connection, when you have nothing to offer...See More »
I Dear Diary*waves* I'm having a decent day! Ive gained some amazing knowledge this year and really analyzed myself. Struggling with PMDD and now what I'm recognizing as borderline personality disorder, my whole life is starting to make sense :) I feel like even...See More »