I Am a Smartass

No, actually you just don't make a difference enough to me to bother arguing with. Your point of view is so narrow and you won't know that for years or decades. I could try to explain it to you but you would just never understand. I am a Doctor so I think I am smart. So, I went to my cousin who is a PhD in Chemistry and asked him what he was working on. He said I cannot even explain it to you because you don't have the baseline understandings of the field. I said "come on I have been through organic chemistry and advanced classes in all of the hard sciences in school - I will understand". He said I am going to have to dumb it down so far it will not make sense anymore. I said try me. He said "I am making a salt". I said " you are right I don't understand.". That is how this discussion would go with you. You don't have the baseline suffering in place that life will impart to you yet. @lollipopdragon

That being said, I am a weakling now. I was a lion once. All that, all the youth, willingness to step into the fray and passion has left me now. I didn't age like a lion. I aged like a sheep, I remember the exact day I turned in my claws and fangs for hooves. So, not only are you right that I am a weakling, I also cannot explain it to you because you lack the knowledge necessary to understand. To you it's simple, to you it's " just go get her! You know where she is. You know she loves you! You know she wants you to come for her!" And when you say it the sun is shining and the wind is blowing through my hair and you just don't get it. Or maybe I gave up on life and I just cannot explain why.