I'm Lonely Most of the Time

Yeah I feel lonely I'm always alone at home since I was a lil kid I live with my grandma I know that she loves me but she is not around a lot no one there to listen to me no one talks to me no one around me no one there to protect me Sometimes I wonder what did I do so wrong to deserve to be alone ? I'm alone Since I was a lil kid so what does that mean? That I always do everything by my own rely on myself all the time I Just want someone to tell me that everything is going to be okay tell me that tomorrow I'm not going to fight alone again but sadly there is no one and they ask me why I am on these kind of sites and I'm only 12....BC at least I can talk to someone on these sites ..even my friends at school are so far away from me...I think that humans are lonely creatures all of us are lonely but in different ways that doesn't make us weak but it's just a sad fact
Sorry for being all negative but This is how I feel about this subject 💛