I Am Depressed More Than People Realize
Tell me this isn't true, tell me you don't wake up in fear, tell me you don't sit with your fist, covered in tears, embedded in self inflicted, marks, tell me you don't outstretch the morning wake, in self pity, loathing, the despair, pretending thiers an ounce of you that really cares,tell me you don't desire a rope, caressed tightly, against your jugular, let me know I'm not the only one with this fear, asphyxiating, on monoxide, gas fumes, gasping towards,my life, suffocating on this dreaded fear will I make it.