I Am Depressed More Than People Realize

I don't think most people realise just how bad I feel sometimes. Sometimes I'm great, and most of the time I'm just at my (low) baseline. But occasionally, everything hits me at once, and I can feel things crumbling around me, on top of me. While I'm no longer actively thinking about harming myself, it can feel like I'm on the verge of that sort of thought pattern when things get like this.

I feel invisible. I feel in the way. I feel like it would be best for everyone if I wasn't around. I may not actively want to die any more, but I do feel a whole lot like it would have been better if I'd never existed at all.

Sorry.

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SW-User

@LittleEvilOne If you need to talk I'm here 🤗

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@LittleEvilOne You're welcome 🤗

MarkPaul · 26-30, M

Would you feel better if people know? Is that what you want?

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@MarkPaul I'm not sure what I want. This place is just good for venting.

MarkPaul · 26-30, M

@SW-User Agreed. Sometimes, we don't know what we want, what will help, or how to address "it."

Hanging2 · 51-55, M

Ohh we do know how low you get at times Dan.
I sense your mood quiet often.
It will sound harsh but you are the only person that has control and therefore you can choose to fix it or continue to wallow in it.
You are wonderful and until you start believing in that you will not change. You need to find your own happiness and not seek happiness in others.
And stop apologising all the time!! You have not done anything wrong so don't fell like you need to say sorry to the world.

Get out there mate and start living and breathing.

Best of luck and know that I am in your corner hoping that you get the courage and take a chance.

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