I Have a Phobia
Everyday, I develop this most new and very exciting phobia. I wouldn't know what to call it in the "phobia" category, but in could describe it very well.
As I said before in my last story, I do fear meeting my own death one day, and that's way too easy. But there's something I fear more than that itself. I fear the family curse more than anything, as I've mentioned before also in my previous stories. Which is why I have to do what I have to do for mine after me, so they'll never have to end up the way I did or even the way my old man did, and never have any part of "my journey of a struggle" or the family curse, either.
The thing I will promise them, as I've said before in my previous stories, will be if they do go into the military, along with their martial arts and their other skills they'll have, they'll never have any part of my "journey of a struggle" or the family curse, either. They must continue it the same way with theirs after them generation after generation in order for it to be like that, never ending up with any part of what my father brought upon all of us.
Believe me. I've seen it and experienced it to know exactly what it is I'm talking and in knowing the family curse is real. This is no joke at all.
Any negativity, removed and blocked.
As I said before in my last story, I do fear meeting my own death one day, and that's way too easy. But there's something I fear more than that itself. I fear the family curse more than anything, as I've mentioned before also in my previous stories. Which is why I have to do what I have to do for mine after me, so they'll never have to end up the way I did or even the way my old man did, and never have any part of "my journey of a struggle" or the family curse, either.
The thing I will promise them, as I've said before in my previous stories, will be if they do go into the military, along with their martial arts and their other skills they'll have, they'll never have any part of my "journey of a struggle" or the family curse, either. They must continue it the same way with theirs after them generation after generation in order for it to be like that, never ending up with any part of what my father brought upon all of us.
Believe me. I've seen it and experienced it to know exactly what it is I'm talking and in knowing the family curse is real. This is no joke at all.
Any negativity, removed and blocked.
