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frostyflower · 36-40, F
The poly thingy: a longer short story. sorry, i'm really not good at brevity.

My high school boyfriend and I dated for almost 3 years. I was his 3rd kiss and his first f***. He was my second, though I had fooled around with mutual M with several other BFs prior. I never felt a sense of ownership or jealousy, and at one point we were talking and sharing late at night and I told him I wanted him to experience more, especially since he's really only been with me. We had an open relationship for 5 or 6 months, as long as the new person was approved i advance by the other. He and I made out with a good friend of ours, the two of them grew closer and he broke up with me for her. I wasn't mad that he picked her, just sad that he left me over it. The whole point of Polyamory is recognizing that you are capable of loving, whole-heartedly, more than one person at a time. We dated again a while after that but it was nearing college and we were going very different directions, so it fizzled within a week or two of college starting. I wanted to explore and I wanted him to be happy, and a thousand miles is a lot.

In college, i had a hard time finding anyone to love me back with the fullness I brought to a relationship. everyone I dated was emotionally attached to an ex. I gave up on the idea of being poly largely out of exhaustion from just trying to find ONE. Then I was in the honeymoon phase with my husband, which lasted 3+ years, and for that time, I didn't feel like I wanted or needed anything else. So I thought the polyamory was a passing phase.

Then i started having difficulties regarding low drive, about 7 years ago, and the only thing that helped me was reading smut novels. But the interest in female and other companionship was really the force behind the low labido. I had been so faithful I refused to so much as fantisize about another person until then. He and I started watching porn together, my tastes are far more risque than his, but he seems to like that i'm like this.

more to come
frostyflower · 36-40, F
lol Sarah, every imaginable combination of bodily positions, x4. 2 male and 2 female. This particular one that happened was pretty mild. Not that more won't ever... but we had a lot of time factors, it was the same weekend family was in town for my daughter's birthday, we had another friend over to play board games and it was already super late and he just. wouldn't. leave. I was playing footsy with them both under the table the whole time. Meanwhile, all of us were getting trashed. Alcohol is liquid courage. At least another hour after he left i got the guts to kiss her. It was all pretty smooth from there :) My first girl kiss in 10 years. *sigh
frostyflower · 36-40, F
hahaha it's so weird, I don't know when I became 31. I still feel like an early 20-something. Oh but that does remind me. In college, when I was single and experimenting, focussing on dating women, I was using Yahoo! singles to meet women. My Gay-dar is broken... I've only ever been good at telling if a guy is gay or bi, never if a girl is lesbian or bi unless she comes out and tells me. anwho..

I met an older woman for a few lunch dates and fooling around, in restrospect, i think she was 32 or 33 and I was apprehensive at first about the age gap, but she was lovely, and boy was she mind-blowing...
Fangirlsarah1996 · 26-30, F
@bhatjc I like my collar, leather and very...not simple, just idk....it seems more like a dog collar than one thats been styled xD
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Well we are both college students and are looking to expand our boundaries.
We love to play so this venue seems a good fit.
I am 21 and Lorna is 18.
I am bi and Lorna has a thing for sexy older women as well but women who have taken care of themselves. I don't want to sound rude but we only want to interact with people like you. We are both cute and we want to with other who are like us.
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It's open and Jill we would love you and frosty, Lady to join us there in privacy and you will be treated special for sure. All lovely girls there. If you want to invite a special friend to accompany you, that is all fine. We have no rules except no one leaves before they "come" <3 I never could spell ;)
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Jill I have created a Chatzy room "Candy Room" for the occasion that we have more than two people wanting to play. There will always be Me and Lorna but we can handle a group for special play without eyes watching us.
Plus Lorna is so hot. She reminds me of June actually and both are lovely.
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It is something I got into and now it is like a tasty treat. You will see and make a decision. No one in our room is ever asked to stray from their comfort level.
Now Lorna has no comfort level. She lives to be used.
Funny in the real world she leads me around like a little puppy dog.
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I like this pic. Sexy!
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Well we get the point. Like I said all I need is an email and you will get a personal invitation and the fun starts. You decide when it ends. The door is never locked from the inside.
Anyway no pressure let me know..Jill can I get a kiss? <3
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Yes I have seen you a few time LadyJune and alwasy a different look and one more beautiful that the other. You are amazing :X

Flower the kiss was for Lorna. She had a great day meeting you and made sure I gave you a kiss for her. I love these tough assignments. ;)_
Fangirlsarah1996 · 26-30, F
What about the next best thing then? Panty stuffing, I'll take my panties off then pass it around, you girls have to stuff it, wait for it to get wet ;) then pass to the next girl, then I'll put them on ;)
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I am into women that are older than me but I have to admit I into your hotness. You are perfect for us. You will see Lorna and she is about he sexiest girl on the planet and omg so naughty. haha
Fangirlsarah1996 · 26-30, F
We could have a fun time, frost brings the board games and she plays us out of our clothes and soon our free will ;) then we serve as her fuck-toys for the rest of the night, or week, I could do a week
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I cummed a bucket. Girl taste is the best. Although I sometimes take a man. Lorna on occasion does oral with a guy but never has penetration. she is and will remain a virgin.
frostyflower · 36-40, F
Last year I started writing a novel. The main character is a lesbian in college. There are a few mild sex scenes. I was sharing the novel with a good friend of ours for review. He is a friend from high school. He and his wife lived with us for a year while he finished his degree before they moved back home. He always jokes super inappropriately. One day he was joking about a 3 way or 4 way and said "what if i'm serious" i said "you're never serious" he said "serious as cancer" and i said "that's pretty serious, so is your wife on board?"
frostyflower · 36-40, F
It took forever for me to get the guts to bring up the concept of a 4-way with my husband. Eventually I did, there was a ton of back and forth. He's so shy and such a serial monogomist. But we all worked up the guts and we fooled around the next time they visited. As conversations progress, it sounds strongly like the other couple is in a similar headspace as I am. I want solid relationships, not flings, not one-night stands. They both regularly use the words "We love you" to myself and to us both. Hubby is working through the emotions and comfortability still...
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I know but I encouraged her to at least try a guy and she likes "on occasion" to take a guy into her lovely mouth. She will be here Monday if not sooner?
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Well my baby Lorna is out of town until Monday so why don't we set a date for Monday to play. I and Lorna are into pretty much anything so we would love it.
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Oh Lorna has a thing of being licked by older women. Mostly we just like to see the other have fun. Oh weight is not a deciding factor it's all about my baby Lorna's being comfortable with her.
She is flirty but won't have open sex like me so the room works but it's mainly for a group of girls. I have a couple who are afraid to talk here but are hot to try the room.
You are always welcome especially since you are so versatile. I read this thread all the way through and want to explore being fisted? mmmmm
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Jill I taste like that because I always wear candy cane lipstick. Frosty I so understand. I hate it when my word makes me actually work. ;)
frostyflower · 36-40, F
I play coy only because I'm never sure how easily someone is spooked or turned off. Being direct is much appreciated ;)
Fangirlsarah1996 · 26-30, F
Ok, I've seen plenty of three ways, but never a four way xD I'm trying to picture it, I'm probably doing it badly though xD
frostyflower · 36-40, F
So appropriate my playlist goes to "Girls like Girls" ;)
I won't let you down Jenny. Seriously though, you won't get a break.
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I am quite smitten with you. It's an old word my mother uses but I like the sound. Smitten sounds so innocent and sweet. <3
frostyflower · 36-40, F
EGH! You're all wrong. I never came out as Bi to my parents.
This should be a drinking game. Or a stripping game. That would be better. ;)
Fangirlsarah1996 · 26-30, F
That could be interesting ;) I'd love to be another girls bitch, maybe you could help me frost? I could be the pet, you the owner? ;)
frostyflower · 36-40, F
Hi Lorna! It sounds like I have the pleasure of talking to 2 lovely women. You sound very enticing.
frostyflower · 36-40, F
both are for sharing and learning about each other. Never never have I ever, we take turns saying something we haven't done. It can be something simple like "I've never been to another country" or it can be sexual. If someone else says something you have done, you lose a point. first to zero.. wins?

2 truths and a lie is just that, we each share 2 facts about ourselves, and one lie, and the others have to guess which one is false.
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frostyflower · 36-40, F
I'm here, sorry, just got a short idea for something else to make a note of. I feel like it's a strange process of "moving back in"

Is there anything you'd like to know about me as we start introducing ourselves and get to know each other better? I'm basically an open book, with the singular exception of identifying information ;) While my husband knows i'm poly, I don't need all extended friends, family, and coworkers knowing too.
frostyflower · 36-40, F
I like playing the game "don't scream" and see how many times I can make you cum before you can't hold it back
frostyflower · 36-40, F
from an intellectual and philosophical perspective, virginity is a silly social construct. but. that's hot
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frostyflower · 36-40, F
Cool, thanks for sharing.
I'm 31, but I get asked constantly how old I am. Hubby does too, he's 36.
(I was pregnant with our daughter at 28. I was stopped by a gentleman during an event,he didn't mean it rudely but he asked how old I am because I looked too young to be pregnant, like, he thought still high school *lol- It's a complement to get carded for alcohol, or to enter the mall on a friday night
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Oh Jill Lorna would love you. You should consider joining us as at some time? :X
Fangirlsarah1996 · 26-30, F
You're both wrong xD I haven't been naked at a friends house (amazingly xD )
frostyflower · 36-40, F
In all seriousness, an all girl room of naughty fun is something I NEED in my life
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Highonheels · 51-55, M
Ladyjune:I really love the red and yellow hair with the sexy yellow lips very nice
frostyflower · 36-40, F
Who want's to play a text game? "Never never have I ever" or "2 truths and a lie"?
jillluvsgirls · 26-30, F
i'm off today so i'm hardly out of bed lol
how do you dress for work?
*hug...biting your ear*
Fangirlsarah1996 · 26-30, F
Hugs are nice ;) don't worry I know, but what about kisses? ;)
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