I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

I keep forgetting that you’re gone, but I don’t forget for very long. Sometimes it’s an hour, sometimes it’s only minutes. The world keeps turning and everything feels like it always has... you are there and I am here, and I’m certain I’ll see you again before long. Then I see your picture or hear your name, and all of a sudden my heart is in my throat. I don’t know if I’ll ever see you again. I don’t know if I’ll ever feel your embrace or hear your laugh again. All I know is that I miss you. I wouldn’t wish you back into to a world of pain and suffering, but I can’t help but wish I could tell you how much I love you, one last time.