I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings
Core Beliefs
I've never done this before, this is just an exercise
The last person from my high school i saw a ways after being in school a guidance counsellor at Starbucks looked at the book i just purchased and opined generally about core beliefs, just that little moment has stuck with me for a long time, like what the heck do i believe, do i believe anything, is everything for me all just in flux, well let's see here
1. There is a variety of ways to look at any and everything, i depersonalize often and toss it around a bit, and come to a temporary conclusion, the Hegelian manner in action, i hate Hegel's writing though.
2. My heritage is incredibly influential, i quasi subscribe to the reformed doctrines, there are bits and pieces of Christendom that are an aid, but nothing in existence is something i wholly accept.
3. Reality and magic are intertwined, i find wonder in the commonplace, i stay put for the most part, but from a distance i love being enchanted by what is.
4. Reaffirming a positive viewpoint is often i find a result of appreciating a negative, the flipside happens when the other side is employed.
5. There is too much to learn, it can be daunting, but like an idiot i proceed while physically i continue not exerting myself too much.
6. The living pulsating truth is always in the now.
7. I love people, i know that evil exists, evil as well as good works in mysterious ways, a shred of gnosticism here.
8. My spirit season is autumn, when nature dies, my fully fledged being is in permanent slumber, i shall awake when i die, with my puny reflexive mind, death is the end, i live with a smile, a deep smile when i see that, that there will be an end. No heaven, no hell, just absolute nothingness, if there is an afterlife, our human minds cannot fathom it.
9. Intense love includes intense hate also, there is a part in an 1888 work by Nietzsche about Wagner that explains this, i choose not to subject any other person to intense love, i reserve it for myself alone, because i do not mind hurting myself, i will never hurt another person again, i swear this most solemnly, my only regret in life is hurting another person. I can live with myself only because i've made this choice.
I've never done this before, this is just an exercise
The last person from my high school i saw a ways after being in school a guidance counsellor at Starbucks looked at the book i just purchased and opined generally about core beliefs, just that little moment has stuck with me for a long time, like what the heck do i believe, do i believe anything, is everything for me all just in flux, well let's see here
1. There is a variety of ways to look at any and everything, i depersonalize often and toss it around a bit, and come to a temporary conclusion, the Hegelian manner in action, i hate Hegel's writing though.
2. My heritage is incredibly influential, i quasi subscribe to the reformed doctrines, there are bits and pieces of Christendom that are an aid, but nothing in existence is something i wholly accept.
3. Reality and magic are intertwined, i find wonder in the commonplace, i stay put for the most part, but from a distance i love being enchanted by what is.
4. Reaffirming a positive viewpoint is often i find a result of appreciating a negative, the flipside happens when the other side is employed.
5. There is too much to learn, it can be daunting, but like an idiot i proceed while physically i continue not exerting myself too much.
6. The living pulsating truth is always in the now.
7. I love people, i know that evil exists, evil as well as good works in mysterious ways, a shred of gnosticism here.
8. My spirit season is autumn, when nature dies, my fully fledged being is in permanent slumber, i shall awake when i die, with my puny reflexive mind, death is the end, i live with a smile, a deep smile when i see that, that there will be an end. No heaven, no hell, just absolute nothingness, if there is an afterlife, our human minds cannot fathom it.
9. Intense love includes intense hate also, there is a part in an 1888 work by Nietzsche about Wagner that explains this, i choose not to subject any other person to intense love, i reserve it for myself alone, because i do not mind hurting myself, i will never hurt another person again, i swear this most solemnly, my only regret in life is hurting another person. I can live with myself only because i've made this choice.