I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

I am the kind of guy who runs from emotions, dodges commitment, stoops away from catching feelings (you get the picture). Until her.
I met this girl on a dating app (oh my god, sooo pretty!)..We decided to meet, hit it off really well, and ended up spending the night together. We had it very clear that none of us are looking at anything serious, as we both have different priorities in life at the moment. And she is shifting to another country next month for the same.
I’ve been with different women in the past few years and was going strong, happily enjoying my single-hood. Now I don’t know how it happened, but I think I’ve fallen for her. I just can’t seem to get her out of my head. All my thoughts revolving around her. All I wanna do is spend every minute next to her, when I know it’s not going to happen.
Some things are beautiful not because they last forever but because we know they won’t. Why do we count the life of a relationship in years, when we could count it by all the the breaths we took together, maybe it would seem so much longer.
I feel sooo restless! 🤦🏻‍♂️