I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

Sounds like Buddhists train of thought, in "basic goodness." I'm not entirely averse to the idea.

I like the way you perceive yourself. ^_^ A lot of people don't even notice they have patterns to unlearn or that they could embody better behaviors and just give into their wounds and inflict them on other people. Just the awareness is a really good sign for your future.

Yes it is very hard to unlearn stuff that people that were suppose to love you but they really did not. The thing is you have to decide are you going to let them win again and again.[b][b]no [/b][/b]. You are in the drivers seat now

Me too. I have a lot of repressed emotion that needs to come out, thats there because i thought I had to be 'tough' when really i'm just damaging myself for nobody.

I’m so sorry you went through all that. I hope one day you can lift your head high, leaving the painful past behind. *hugs*

It is a process of always learning and you have an incredibly positive attitude about life! ❤️