I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings
I know how it is to have existential anxiety.
And then going through the turmoil of living with the difficulties of anxiety and depression, whilst dealing with the onslaught of life coming at you, which doesn't cease.
Work, school, relationships, changes, etc.
But then you ultimately have to realize that your depression or anxiety isn't really you.
Just a manifestation of the circumstances you're in, that can sometimes generate a lot of stress.
The demands of life and the situations we get put in exacerbate things.
I've been trying to years to fix the symptoms of my problems, that came at such a rapid pace.
Made some mistakes, many, but ugh.
I've tried my best.
Now, I need to rebuild my life again.
How tedious.
But you have to keep moving forwards, somehow.
...Although it hurts like Hell.
And then going through the turmoil of living with the difficulties of anxiety and depression, whilst dealing with the onslaught of life coming at you, which doesn't cease.
Work, school, relationships, changes, etc.
But then you ultimately have to realize that your depression or anxiety isn't really you.
Just a manifestation of the circumstances you're in, that can sometimes generate a lot of stress.
The demands of life and the situations we get put in exacerbate things.
I've been trying to years to fix the symptoms of my problems, that came at such a rapid pace.
Made some mistakes, many, but ugh.
I've tried my best.
Now, I need to rebuild my life again.
How tedious.
But you have to keep moving forwards, somehow.
...Although it hurts like Hell.
31-35, M
