I Am Me
I am an introvert.
Not shy ,not restrained.
Just an introvert.
It takes time for me to accept new things,people or places in my life.
I get misintepreted as arrogant,proud or something similar.But I am not.I take my own time to open up to someone or something..
I am happy .I am not sad.I love love.I love happiness,flowers,rivers,mountains.
I love to laugh,cry and express myself.I love everything that a normal extroverted person would love.
But I don't like socialising uselessly.I don't like talking non sensical things.At one time ,I used to be a noise box.Mischeivous and talkative.
Now,I am transformed.Love did that to me.
I am now afraid to love .I am afraid to recognise my feelings for someone and act accordingly.I lack self initiation.
Often times,I am the last one to speak on something.It is a different though coz my opinion counts valuable to my peeps but it doesn't matter.I try to weigh everything practically.
Imagination for me exists only in the internet.My dreams are realistic,I hate to have this kind of weight on my shoulders.It seems like it is self imposed,but it isn't.
I need someone to propel me to speak on something.Internet is easy.I can write down my thoughts.
Real life is difficult.I like keeping thoughts to myself.My visions,my missions,my dreams,my expectations..I drive ppl clueless of my activities.
Unpredictable,complicated,that's what I think ppl think of me.
Whereas I am just an introvert.I need depth.I chase the deepest meaning of life.
I hate to have loved someone once who could not understand how much he meant to me.I couldn't express.and I left him clueless again.
He chased me for a year.I left him hopeless.
I can't even blame myself coz this is my nature.
I can't express like others.I can't say I love you everyday.I make ppl insecure.I drive them crazy.
I make them cry.They make me cry too.But my tears are hidden.
If I cry,I close the doors,so that noone can know how badly I am hurt.
I emerge as a cold hearted soul after a fight.
Logics play in my mind more than anything.love is a forbidden area on my mind.
Once in a while though,typically very rare,I come out of my shell and show my humourous side to everyone and this pleases all..
I laugh silently.This isn't me folks.
I am just so caught up in my own world that I don't have time to measure your reactions.
I don't bother ,I don't care..easiest route out for a happy peaceful life .
Extroverts attract me though.Maybe they have something,I lack.
Do you feel like me too?
Not shy ,not restrained.
Just an introvert.
It takes time for me to accept new things,people or places in my life.
I get misintepreted as arrogant,proud or something similar.But I am not.I take my own time to open up to someone or something..
I am happy .I am not sad.I love love.I love happiness,flowers,rivers,mountains.
I love to laugh,cry and express myself.I love everything that a normal extroverted person would love.
But I don't like socialising uselessly.I don't like talking non sensical things.At one time ,I used to be a noise box.Mischeivous and talkative.
Now,I am transformed.Love did that to me.
I am now afraid to love .I am afraid to recognise my feelings for someone and act accordingly.I lack self initiation.
Often times,I am the last one to speak on something.It is a different though coz my opinion counts valuable to my peeps but it doesn't matter.I try to weigh everything practically.
Imagination for me exists only in the internet.My dreams are realistic,I hate to have this kind of weight on my shoulders.It seems like it is self imposed,but it isn't.
I need someone to propel me to speak on something.Internet is easy.I can write down my thoughts.
Real life is difficult.I like keeping thoughts to myself.My visions,my missions,my dreams,my expectations..I drive ppl clueless of my activities.
Unpredictable,complicated,that's what I think ppl think of me.
Whereas I am just an introvert.I need depth.I chase the deepest meaning of life.
I hate to have loved someone once who could not understand how much he meant to me.I couldn't express.and I left him clueless again.
He chased me for a year.I left him hopeless.
I can't even blame myself coz this is my nature.
I can't express like others.I can't say I love you everyday.I make ppl insecure.I drive them crazy.
I make them cry.They make me cry too.But my tears are hidden.
If I cry,I close the doors,so that noone can know how badly I am hurt.
I emerge as a cold hearted soul after a fight.
Logics play in my mind more than anything.love is a forbidden area on my mind.
Once in a while though,typically very rare,I come out of my shell and show my humourous side to everyone and this pleases all..
I laugh silently.This isn't me folks.
I am just so caught up in my own world that I don't have time to measure your reactions.
I don't bother ,I don't care..easiest route out for a happy peaceful life .
Extroverts attract me though.Maybe they have something,I lack.
Do you feel like me too?
