I Want to Be Thin

I would KILL to be thin. I don't care what people think. I'm sso tired of my legs jiggling and clapping when I run. I'm sick as being known ad the "big tall" woman. Some people tell me I'm fine and I don't need to lose Amy weight. Some say I need to lose and diabetes runs on both side of the families. I know being thin isn't all important. Healthy is. I don't know why some people say thin isn't attractive. Neither is being overweight and obese. I understand it's an opinion but dann. I don't care if big or thick is in. I want to be thin. Never been thin. I'm 6'1 and 230lns and large built. I wanna get to 170 or 155. Mu doctor said I should aim for 200. I have lousy doctors.