Do u eva look back and things just make sense now? [I Am A Trans Woman]
My first bestie was really my mum and mostly it was OK, the girl I needed in my life so could I bear up and play the dude the rest of the time🤷♀️.
Then in high school we both got lonely, mum coz dad wasn't around much and also because we as a family were fostering at the time and none of her other GFs got it. I was so lonely coz puberty mark one was just such a disaster for me😭😭.
So we kinda hung out constantly and just talked non stop u know and yeah it got too much for both of us in the end that closeness: We both got bitchy and betrayed each other in the way girls often do when u get super close.
I guess all this is pretty normal in some ways but it set the pace for most of my life and now I've got to change.
No more: Get a girl who is friend, get super super close and then get bitchy. I just got to turn it around.
I only sort of got there on this in the last couple of days but yeah its just how things were and are still😭😭. So many people😭😭.
I guess on the bright side me and mum are talking really truly agian and it's been such a long time🙂. Thats been nice🙂.
Your 🦄♀️Nat.
Then in high school we both got lonely, mum coz dad wasn't around much and also because we as a family were fostering at the time and none of her other GFs got it. I was so lonely coz puberty mark one was just such a disaster for me😭😭.
So we kinda hung out constantly and just talked non stop u know and yeah it got too much for both of us in the end that closeness: We both got bitchy and betrayed each other in the way girls often do when u get super close.
I guess all this is pretty normal in some ways but it set the pace for most of my life and now I've got to change.
No more: Get a girl who is friend, get super super close and then get bitchy. I just got to turn it around.
I only sort of got there on this in the last couple of days but yeah its just how things were and are still😭😭. So many people😭😭.
I guess on the bright side me and mum are talking really truly agian and it's been such a long time🙂. Thats been nice🙂.
Your 🦄♀️Nat.
