I won't pretend [I Fear I May Be Alone For The Rest Of My Life]

I won't let fear consume me but, I won't pretend I'm not at high risk of spending the rest of my life alone. Especially given my health, financial situation, lack of family and inability to have children. Time is unfortunately starting to work against me as well now. However, I won't get desperate even if it does mean living and dying alone as I have had to learn the hard way on more than one occasion that spending my life with the wrong person is far worse and I can still function just fine on my own and still be happy. I just hope someday I can find the right one for me.