I Have A Dark Side And A Darker Side
I see it sometimes, its faint, just out of reach, but its there, a light. I remember that it was brighter, that is used to surround me, but the voices tell me to ignore it,it will burn me, show me truths I dont want to see, the dark is safe, comforting, will always be a part of me I can trust, so I stay away. Sometimes though, the voices are quiet and the light is just so tempting,I remember being different when there was more light, not necessarily happier but lighter almost, but as soon as I try to get closer the voices are there, their hands pulling me back and I remember, this is what is chose, this is who I am, and this is where I am happiest, in the dark.