Giving up the hunt [I Am Not Here For Sex Chat Or Cyber Sex]
For a long time, I’ve been on this site to connect with like minded women to hopefully have cyber sex. I’m in a sexless marriage. It was a way for me to feel alive with someone else.
I wasn’t planning on leaving my marriage or physically cheating.
Most often I didn’t make any sincere connections and the chats went nowhere. But when the spark was right - they were awesome.
I’ve decided to give it all up. I’m scared that I’ll never again have a spark or an exciting connection with another human. Haven’t given up entirely on my wife, hoping for a miracle. We are 50. Not getting any younger. Not sure how I’ll even feel about sex in the upcoming years. But I know it’s an area of my life (along with intimacy) that sucks. But trying to score in cyber space or enjoying relief/release brought on from Porn/Mast - aren’t getting it done either. Has anyone else, just resigned themself to living the balance of their life without intimacy/sex? I’m trying something different for me - going to rely on a lot of faith. Don’t know what’s going to happen.
We’ll see.
I wasn’t planning on leaving my marriage or physically cheating.
Most often I didn’t make any sincere connections and the chats went nowhere. But when the spark was right - they were awesome.
I’ve decided to give it all up. I’m scared that I’ll never again have a spark or an exciting connection with another human. Haven’t given up entirely on my wife, hoping for a miracle. We are 50. Not getting any younger. Not sure how I’ll even feel about sex in the upcoming years. But I know it’s an area of my life (along with intimacy) that sucks. But trying to score in cyber space or enjoying relief/release brought on from Porn/Mast - aren’t getting it done either. Has anyone else, just resigned themself to living the balance of their life without intimacy/sex? I’m trying something different for me - going to rely on a lot of faith. Don’t know what’s going to happen.
We’ll see.
