I Hate My Life
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I’m forgetting a lot of things. My Foster Mother’s boyfriend’s family beats makes it past my setup by my door every night to keep them out of my room and they beat me in my head every night...I’ve been forgetting very, very, very much...I wake up with headaches every morning and this has been happening for a month now, on my left hand side, and I feel like with all the beating, I need love more than more space and I got arrested back in November for making an online threat online and I did it because I couldn’t find an appropriate way to get my Foster Mother investigated for what she did to me since I was seven years old. The court system suggested that I seek therapy and go to a doctor and this is what I’ve been doing for five months now and May will make six months and I was thinking of buying a dog because I am a Home Health Aide and I was hoping that this animal would bring me the Love and Joy I never get from other people, or from people on the whole. I can’t stand to see animals suffer. Anyhow; the cost of living in New York City is too high and my job status is all here and I cannot relocate...you can go to New Jersey and rent a one bedroom condominium for $1300, but in New York City a studio apartment is like $1300 and up, very sad and costly and the apartments are so not clean and very cramped. But anyway, I have nowhere to go, but I really would find a friend in a dog and Love. I love animals, animals are beautiful creatures, so yes, I’d have to choose Love over Space because Space May not be an option for me. I’ve been forgetting, I’m thirty three and I’m afraid that my mind is slowly fading. I’m afraid, yes, that my Foster Mother’s boyfriend’s family may beat me halfway as badly in my head so that they could have their way with me, so, I’m not sure of the outcome.
Thank You For Reading.
https://similarworlds.com/9558275-I-Hate-My-Life/2604062-Read-This-Before-Proceeding-I-am-more-than-sure
I’m forgetting a lot of things. My Foster Mother’s boyfriend’s family beats makes it past my setup by my door every night to keep them out of my room and they beat me in my head every night...I’ve been forgetting very, very, very much...I wake up with headaches every morning and this has been happening for a month now, on my left hand side, and I feel like with all the beating, I need love more than more space and I got arrested back in November for making an online threat online and I did it because I couldn’t find an appropriate way to get my Foster Mother investigated for what she did to me since I was seven years old. The court system suggested that I seek therapy and go to a doctor and this is what I’ve been doing for five months now and May will make six months and I was thinking of buying a dog because I am a Home Health Aide and I was hoping that this animal would bring me the Love and Joy I never get from other people, or from people on the whole. I can’t stand to see animals suffer. Anyhow; the cost of living in New York City is too high and my job status is all here and I cannot relocate...you can go to New Jersey and rent a one bedroom condominium for $1300, but in New York City a studio apartment is like $1300 and up, very sad and costly and the apartments are so not clean and very cramped. But anyway, I have nowhere to go, but I really would find a friend in a dog and Love. I love animals, animals are beautiful creatures, so yes, I’d have to choose Love over Space because Space May not be an option for me. I’ve been forgetting, I’m thirty three and I’m afraid that my mind is slowly fading. I’m afraid, yes, that my Foster Mother’s boyfriend’s family may beat me halfway as badly in my head so that they could have their way with me, so, I’m not sure of the outcome.
Thank You For Reading.
