i feel for you cloud.. when i started a job i am only being paid lower than the minimum wage but i can't just quit because i have a family to think about..my mother and my siblings needed some support. we are working long hours without overtime pay. when my siblings live with me because they are going to school i do the cooking and sometimes laundry...and my day off? no dates or stuff like that..lol. i usually go out with my siblings and bond with them. you'll never know how tough and strong you are in embracing all of the responsibilities and work but if you're going to look back, there you can see a person full of energy for their loved ones. You are not doing all of the works for yourself but for the people you care and love. Keep it up but hope you don't overwork too much that you forget that you needed some love and care too.. :)