Only logged in members can reply and interact with the post.
Join SimilarWorlds for FREE »

Just when we I let my guard down...

It's always the same... Just when I feel comfortable, when I feel I can truly express myself I get put into my place. He always knows how to say those one liners that pinch my heart and make eyes well up. It's always around the holiday time, when I'm feeling optimistic or enthusiastic he makes sure to shut that shit down and I fall for it every year. I just needed to let that out pay me no mind.
rottenrobi · 56-60, F
I hate men like this.
You should not be shut down, or made to cry simply because you're happy. Find your inner strength and find your happiness. You deserve it.
@rottenrobi good advice
rottenrobi · 56-60, F
@questionWeaver Thanks qW.
No...he's a dick. Sorry. 😣🤗
Montanaman · M
He sees the tear stained mascara on my tired eyes,
The glass of red balanced delicately in my fingertips,
The look of desperation
As he watches me,
Figuring out my next move,
I drop the glass.
It falls in slow motion,
Like our life.
When it finally hits the floor,
And shatters in a hundred pieces,
Red stains galore.
His eyes widen,
Disbelief.
My words spoken in a dead calm-
"That's my heart. My soul.
My blood. Broken and shattered beyond recognition."

His silence is deafening.
Maybe now, he'll understand
What his words do to me.


-Montana.(Kelly)
Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
Tell him to fuck himself. Anyone who does that to you doesn't care about you.

Tbh they sound narcissistic.
SW-User
Sounds like a narcissist.
How dare anyone else he happy?
I'm sorry x
Lucette · F
Stress and tension are toxic psychologically and physically so you're doing right in letting it out of your system.

It seems the person you are talking about has a problem relating to people properly. It may just be an attitude or he may be suffering from trauma or depression from something in his past which he manifests that way by hurting others, not so much as to get satisfaction but from the often common needing to share their pessimism, the "misery loves company" kind. Ignore the attempt to put you down and just be happy you are not the kind to do the same thing.. As a form of help, perhaps you can tell him in a calm way (without aggression)that he needs to seek help because that attitude makes people want to stay away from him. I think that may wake him up to face the situation and do something about it. Good luck, I hope it works out well between you.
if someone is cutting the winds out of your sails regularly maybe dump them?

Shit. I would. but what would I know I'm just the one in the midst of a long term relationship that has left me feeling like no one ever really loved me before.
smiler2012 · 56-60
{@xcookiexbakerx] do not let him bring you down in that fashion with silly mind games . you enjoy any happiness lord knows it hard to find at times
You need a new place to be put into...like atop a pedestal. And a man to put you there.
SW-User
You don’t deserve that
I’m so sorry 😕
assemblingaknob · 26-30, F
🌺🌼💐

 
Post Comment