I Have Anxiety

Ok so i live in a little town in the middle of England and have to travel 5 days a week to university. University is good and everything but i get panic attacks every time i get on a train to go back home. I cant move nearer the university because my daughter has finally settled here but I swear its getting harder and harder not to jump out in front of a train just as a reason not to come back to this toxic place. The only reason why i dont live out that daily fantasy is because of her, unfortunately she also ends up taking most of the repercussions of the panic attacks.

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Carissimi · 70-79, F

What is it about the place that has you calling it toxic? Have you consulted a mental health professional? I think the university would have counselors too.

Skelepop666 · 36-40, F

A bit of everything. So much stuff has happened to me here its unbelievable. Just need a fresh start.
University councillors cant really help me. Found it impossible to keep appointments with my other councillor juggling responsibilities with my kid, university work and part time job.