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I think about suicide a whole lot and often struggle to find a silver lining

Well..I think my mom is the only person holding me back but honestly, sometimes it gets all so OVERWHELMING
iQuitF Best Comment
With Depression
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You're 100% right

Thankfully your mom is nearby 馃挏

In all honesty therapy helped me. I used to be in a dark space. Life has so much pain
You're not weak, you've made it this far

The silver lining is there is bound to be something in the future where it's because you're still around something significant happens

Sure sometimes you don't realize it but truth is we are many broken pieces in a labyrinth of paths are colliding and creating a lifestory few behold but it's ripples eventually extend to make a magical moment in time

If all this seems like nonsense, i surely understand. Sometimes you had enough

But... You're a survivor and each day proves a victory over the darkness that tries to corner you into submission
Alifeinterrupted26-30, F
@iQuit tears just trickled down my face as I read this. It feels good to have someone understand where you are and not dismiss you as needy or seeking attention. I fight hard everyday and it's been difficult keeping my head above the water but then I frequently think about how devastating such an act would be for my mom and that she'd never get over it..then I get a grip of my emotions and thoughts and TRY to find that silver lining.

Again..thank you so much for your kind and soothing words!
iQuitF
@Alifeinterrupted you're welcome. Please, don't ever feel the need to prove your truth.

Yes, people are quick to judge and question things they either don't understand or will sometimes never live through. Don't let their harsh reactions shatter through your pain any further.

From personal experience
There are days we need only kindness and actually be heard and not dismissed.

The world often forgets this essential truth.

Emotions are vast and heavy, don't hesitate to speak your truth. It's preferable to let it out rather than swallowing it in any further.
Keep in mind
You're never any weaker for doing so. In all actuality, you're genuinely human with vulnerabilities. Luckily you remain honest and reflect bravery to let others see the fractures to your soul.
Alifeinterrupted26-30, F
@iQuit you've rendered me speechless. I am just amazed by your thoughtfulness and breathing taking charisma. Thank you for rendering such kind words of joy and compassion to a stranger hundreds of thousand miles away. 馃

Indy7446-50, F
Just hang in there. I know how you feel. I've dealt with this myself. If you need anything let me know.馃馃尲
SirBenedictTheSecond22-25, M
I鈥檓 here for you. I love you.
Beatbox3431-35, M
The same but we'll make it through 馃
JupiterDreams31-35
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iamnikki31-35, F
Talk to someone. https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/talk-to-someone-now/
Alifeinterrupted26-30, F
@iamnikki not in the us unfortunately
iamnikki31-35, F
@Alifeinterrupted google suic ide prevention in your country
You need to find a therapist ASAP! It鈥檚 not beneficial to have these feelings. You matter!
IwillwaitM
(((HUGS)))
I鈥檓 so sorry. I鈥檝e been in this place. More than once. (((hugs)))

 
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