I Have a Confession
I could be in love for about six (6) years now. I don't know if I'm just in denial or I'm just simply infatuated with that person. I've got guy friends before...but I guess he's kinda different. Back then, when I was in high school, and even before that, I feel awkward around other people, boys specially...not that I didn't feel awkward around him... I guess it's more of that I feel embarrassed (?) when I was with him. The only difference with him and my other guy friends before then was that he's the only boy, aside from my brother, that I could actually smack his head playfully... So you could say that out of all my guy friends before that time, I feel the most comfortable around him and yet uncomfortable at the same time. >.< Ugh...why am I so confusing?