I Have a Confession

It's almost like having a legitimate conversation with a person, as he (I portray my conscience as a boy) has different ideas than me, and he advises me to do the right stuff, though I don't always listen to him. In more ways than one, I could be legally crazy, but I don't want to get help, because then it would go down to my permanent record. Now my conscience is telling me that he doesn't think that it's worth posting this on there. He says that I'm just another mind gone insane, at a tragically young age of 15. I hope I can function properly in the future. I have an IQ of 144 and I need to show that I do to the world... and now I'm just seeming crazy again... and now I'm caught in a loop... FML...

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kkfinejustfine

Hoo boy, meds meds meds meds...you know, I don't take them either. You might get to a point where you feel you need/want to, and that's fine if it happens, but I'd try a lot of other things before meds. I've felt "crazy" since I was significantly younger than you but therapy helps significantly, and continues to make things better. Don't worry about the little conversations with yourself; I have them and I still realize they're just parts of me trying to arrive at a good choice.

TetrisGuy · 26-30, M

Yeah, he tells me what to do, as in, the right thing. Sometimes I ignore him. Sometimes it's like having a second person to process data to come to a conclusion.

ColdThought

Crazy my young friend is just a word. Unless he tells you to harm yourself or others then it is fine. Many people throughout history have had unusual cognitive abilities, especially people with higher IQ. Nikola Tesla is the perfect example.

TetrisGuy · 26-30, M

<3 Nikola Tesla obviously (Invention in my name, lol) . Yeah, that's true :P

ColdThought

Does he have a name? Favorite color perhaps?

ShadowBugz

You aren't crazy. That's just how smart people act, and it's good. :)

I think you'll be able to function properly in the future. Although maybe not that properly, but medication might be able to help you there.

TetrisGuy · 26-30, M

lol, I don't want to be on meds. At most, maybe for ADD or something. I don't even know if I have ADD, but it sure seems like it. Only problem I have of my hyperness is that I can never concentrate, and that makes me to procrastinate my homework and not get enough sleep. :P

ShadowBugz

Ok then, and alright. :P Yeah, that's bad, but you might be able to control it. It does sound like it though. Do you take any meds right now? Btw.

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