Glad to see me still?So my birthday was interesting. Very curious why a few things didn’t happen this time. Still waiting for my check.
Hello beautifulI have been inside your mind for a long time. The thirst and hunger of the mind is mind blowing. It is like an envelope of sky which I can't tear through, I have been in your world seeing all the things the eyes would otherwise forbid and it is...See More »
none seems to want to help me anna says theres no cars for two weeks time my mum is finding ways not to take me to the train station i'm on my own onthis as usual
I’m tired of youIt started off engaging and fun and happy but now you barely have time for me, or so you say. So I back off and then you’re all over me and repeat, I’m sick of it. I’m sick of being called your best friend and being treated like a stranger as and...See More »
I don't like having time to think.Thinking is my nemesis. Keeps waking me from my sleep. I need something else to do. I feel trapped.
Cold and distantSometimes you can ask too much. They confide in you and they regret it. You got too close to the fire and you deservedly got burnt. So stupid and preventable. Why keep going with something you know is flawed? Time to revert to being cold and distant....See More »
Sometimes I wish I didn’t meet certain peopleI wish I could go back in time and just never meet the people who had bad intentions for me , maybe I wouldn’t be so traumatized, Maybe I wouldn’t have trust issues etc , the thing is you never know someone true intentions you kind of just see...See More »
Who knows. Just stuff I guessIt's weird to think that it's been so long since I joined EP. It was 12 October 2012, and I was in tears struggling to fight seemingly insurmountable suicidal thoughts, googling to find... support maybe? Or ideas for ending it all - I no longer...See More »
Just remembering that time when I kissed a drunk girl and she was sick on meSo gross, I hate my outfits getting even the tiniest bit dirty, so this was the absolute worst thing that could happen to me. People who know about it think it’s hilarious as I had a girlfriend at the time and think I deserved it. I wish I’d taken...See More »
I didn't waste my time on someone...I just lost my best friend.When I retired I lost contact with all my friends. I miss her the most because she was one of the few that I didn't feel like an awkward geek around (the boy/girl thing aside). I could actually look her in the eye, which never happens. I may never...See More »
To the Americans here, do you meet a lot of attractive foreigners? I meet so many attractive foreigners but their attitudes are meh/off most of theTime.