I Am Spiritual But Not Religious

I was born into a Christian community. Since I was exposed to cruel truths of world, I gave up being Christian, because it is all lies. I prayed for days to make my father a good man and love my family. And when it didn't happened, I gave up. Now when I tell people about my view on religion, they sneer at me. They even blame it for the way my father behaves. Now I hate Christianity more. I used to taught to love people no matter what, when I was a Christian. These days, Christianity is more like cult than a religion, which makes it as dangerous as Muslims. The worse part, I'm in love with a guy who is religious. He too blames my spirituality as the cause of my family's situation. He is a good person, but it breaks my heart to see that his mind clouded with religion. Christianity kills his good nature. I hate religions.