I am inspired to try to write a book now

Thank you to CoolestCat, it was meant to be that i responded to your post and all. It is an act of bravery to bare all warts and all of one's experiences. I wish you success, and to write maybe a more optimistic sequel!!

NOW i have something else to busy myself with, to be creative, expressive, to maybe work through my deadly self criticism. Here it's different, you're all very nice and make me feel good about what i say. BUT for a book i want to exceed MY OWN expectations. It is my belief that only if i tax myself enormously with doing the best i could possibly do it that it could MAYBE just be passable.

PEACE ✍️😝