I Miss Her Terribly

Dang... I can't believe it's gone a whole nother round and it crazy cuz as I hear the songs that come up I start to remember and miss you a lot. Wonder what could have been with us really. Like really if you were able to stay I wonder what could have changed. I know for one I wouldn't feel like something is missing inside of me. Where every Xmas I look out the window and see you and me there again. How maybe you and me could have been wearing a ring or at least have you over at every family party with us. I know you are still alive and hopefully smiling and laughing. No more getting in trouble like when I remember you. I even wish we could have opened the bakery you always wanted. And sharing to the world how amazing and incredible you bake. I wanna hold your hand and see your beautiful smile. As the Xmas songs play I see you again and wish you were here with me. All the fun stuff we could have done. I really wish you were here.... But whereever you are I want you to be happy and be treated well for real. I just wish we could have have 1 more year together not 1 day not 1 week not 1 month because I would still miss you a lot n even after the year I know I would still miss you so much but ik you had to go and mover somewhere else... I miss you.